sukahati-fafa

excited tak terhingga :)

2011-09-24T10:07:00.002+08:00

KL...yess im in kl.the place that i miss like crazyy!

mom agreed to let me come in earlier so i can meet my hubby :) and settle d stuff for graduation :P

KL is d same .just makin byk jalan2 n its moreee confusing than ever..
graduation is on d 5th
mom and dad coming on d 3rd !! (wish sis could come too..:( but she's workin i knooow )
crazy guppies and salmon coming on d 29th..will take our robe and reunion crazineess togetheeerr!!!
1st is d rehearsal. :)

aarrghhh im sooo excited with this whooleee thing..meeting hubby. meeting my small "family" :D ..being in um..again..and having fuN wt ma small family.yes d crazy bunch! exciteeed..exciteeeed :)

altho...panggilan utk posting is still ...pending
so screw that ! im just gonna have fun whiLe i can..:)

see u crazy bunch soon xoxo :)

grateful. ;)

2011-08-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

its midnight. just in the mood to type.

im excited and happy happy me! cuz i just re-decorate my room. again

hehe noow its muuch mucch better..more spacious ! and i just loovee it..:)

now i have simba by my side. yes she dont mind im typing like crazy n d music. she is still sleeping like a baby! hehe well d only thing or well...person is my sis. 2moro she's coming....hoyeaaah cant wait. h0pe evrything will go smoothly for her journey. mudahan selamat semuanya amiin...:)

well..now masih tunggu posting. i dont mind..dapat cepat syukur alhamdulillah..dpt lmbt skit..its ok i will wait..:) tp jgn la lambat sgt smp tahun depaaan heheh...

today..well dah lama dh sbenarnya.. i've been thinking.. bout future..

looking at d ppl around me..makes me think a lot.

1)Life: well maybe when we were younger..we plan n think that life will go smoothly..(yep! cuz we still dont know how hard life can be!) .we plan to get married by this age, to work by this age, settle down by this age..live with our parents..or near them..bla bla bla.. but what if none of it are going according to plan..!? what if u plan to get married by 25 but at 24 u still dont even have a bf ! what if u get engaged but after 1 or 2 yrs 2gether..u break up..! so there goes d plan..ruin! then..what shud we do..? freak out..? or start planning a new PLAN for life..? what if we dont get the job that we like. at d place that we hate? how do we get out of it..? or we wud just surrender and accept d fate?

2) Love and Marriage: love..well..sometimes luck will not be on our side..not everyone will end up marrying their college sweetheart, their first love..or their true love..some just get married to someone who love them and can take care of them. so what if..d person we plan and imagine to get married to..and spend our life with..cheat or leave us or just..love is not there anymore..? hurmm...even marriage.. we have the idea that..yeah! once we are married. thats it. its complete..we will live happily ever after. buuut... did u notice..there are many couples who end up in divorce? some even was left by their husbands..or was a victim of domestic abuse.. we didnt prepare ourselves for this..right? we didnt think it will happen to us.. but what if our 'oh so happy' life n marriage end up in divorce? or d husband dies... huh it makes me wonder and think.. what if it happens to me.. what will i do..! ouh . Ya Allah.. mintak simpang la.. i just want to live a n0rmal happy life like evryone else.

seeing my grandma and my late grandfather..from both my parents side..makes me think and smile.. how many of us.. akan dapat kahwin and live together until we are old.. and take care of each other when we get sick..not all marriage will last that long kan.. even org tua2 diorg x tunjuk romantik..but how they stick with their partner thru thick n thin..is just amazing ! i was amazed when my nenek.. at her old age..and penat..really want to stay by my atok's side...always.. cuz she said..atok nanti carik if she is not by his side. atok was sick.. she will hurry to get to atok and get him what he wants. althou she when she was so tired. and i was like..thinking...

and same for atok, if nenek is sick, with cough or sumthin.. he will buy medicine without nenek having to ask, and atok will try really hard to get d best medicine for nenek..he will go to many clinics or farmacies to get the right one. .

and then it struck me" will i get someone that can love me..love me until im old..? and can i love someone and be by his side till d day he die?

aaahh i believe my grandparents are the lucky ones among millions out there..where they get to love each other, get married, grow old together and be by each other's side till death do them..apart..

i wish. i hope and i want a love like that

i want to be able to love someone . not only in good conditions. but even when bad things. bad situations are happening

i want someone to love me. care for me. until d day i die . and im sure. i can do d same..:)

ops. all this babbling doesnt mean im thinking to get married soon or anything! puhleeezz i still wanna enjoy my not-married life! hehe :p

insyaAllah.. for me..i surrender..to fate.. i believe Allah SWT has the best plan for us.. even h0w hard we try to fight or how baaad we really want something

if Allah swt says its not for us, then maybe there are good reasons behind it

as i believe everything..every single thing happen f0r a reason..:)

as for now...im just praying to Allah swt. to give me the best that i can have..

the best school for me to teach.. the best place for me to live..the best guy for me..and the best life for me to have and insyaallah i will just accept it all..

whatever i get.. insyaallah thats d best for me.. positive fa! be positive !

for now...all i wanna say is syukur alhamdulillah..kepada Allah swt for every single people and thing he gave me..i have a big wonderful family. friends that are so amazing and supportive..a guy that loves me, care for me and makes me happy, and insyaAllah soon i will get to teach in school. a teacher at last! syukur alhamdulillah atas semua nikmatnya.. amiin.. im so thankful and grateful. thats all i wanna say. hope everyone else are happy with their life too.. :) wish the best for everyone. amin

ok got to sleep now.

sahur in few hours

goodnight all

xoxo -sukahati-fafa-

nervous

2011-08-23T11:49:00.002+08:00

holaaaa...its almost hari raya. semingg ja lagi puasa..
i'm all excited..well not for raya actually
but excited to see my sis and bGila sama2!
also excited for d r0ad trip balik kampuuung..wohooo..:)
and meeting aaaalll my cousins n family there..
but the sad thing is. its d first raya. without atok.. :(
hurmmm its gonna be hard for all of us. we just want to be there for nenek. .
hurmm..

oh ya! one thing yg buat hati tersentap ! n rasa nk muntaah!!
i heard . maybe we will know where we will be teaching this week !!
maybe its just rumours or what but still it makes my heart jumps!!
Ya Allaaaaaah..rasa seram sejok trus.. cuz if this week or next week tau negeri mana dpt..i think in september..we will have to lapor diri
and tu yg malas tuh..nk pk byk bendaaa..rumah lg.transport g skolah lagik..hayaarkhh..
hurmm...Ya Allah...tempatkanlah aku di sekolah yg tbaik untukku
mudah2an all my friends also will get the places they wish for...
insyaAllah.. redha ja la for now..i really2 dooaaa dapat labuan..
so so nervous. bleh doa banyak2 ja skarang..
@_@ wish me luck!

xoxo -sukahati fafa-

what if. . .

2011-08-18T05:02:00.004+08:00

what if this time....FATE is not on our side ?

what if. . this time. . i'm gonna be test again ?

what if this time. you are just borrowed to me. for a while. .?

but what if i don't want to give you back or let you go?

what if ...i can't face this challenger or test. . and i choose to be weak ?

and what if. .i believe fate will one day be with us. . and i'm willing to wait ?

what if ...i believe you are the one for me..? and i don't want to believe in anything else?

BUT what if. . i'm just in denial. .?

what if. . these are signs. .for me to stop. and move on. . or continue and be strong?

what if. . i choose to live in my own world. . in fantasy. . cuz i really want to have you?

but what will happen..when reality knocks my world and YOU are not part of my world anymore. . ?

and...what if.. i'm up for it..to face the challenges. . and u dont?

or..maybe. . i'm not ready for it but you are. .

what if..i'm holding to u sooo tight. but you are slowly letting go?

or..maybe..i am slipping of from ur hands. . ?

what if. . this. . all of this. . are just meant to be. . the memories that will be in our hearts. forever. BUT just as MEMORIES , not more than that. .

a lot in my mind. what if...maybe...bla bla bla

just spinning in my head. these thoughts. .

i dont know. . that to do about it.

x0x0

so far. . so good . .

2011-08-17T11:32:00.004+08:00

it was so fun being home . . . tho its boring at times and i really wish i will be posting sooooon... but still i love it here ! got my parents around. . :) my cousins that share the same craziness! hehe and alsoo d new skuter...altho i dont have the legal license yet, but setakat naik motor nearby..i can ! it excites me ! hehe and if i need to go somewhere far with d skuter, my cousin dilah is always here. and we will go jalan2 together..:P

and now...cuz my aunts have a small kedai runcit and kedai soto near my house.. i started selling air buah, or kuih pulut mangkuk for this ramadhan.. altho jual sikit2 ja.. but it really makes me happy ! something i do everyday..and looking forward towards it.. and syukur alhamdulillah so far whatever i sell, habis org beli.. heheee...best2!! the profit is not much la. besides im doing this for fun, but the feeling i get when someone buy it and i get to put the thing in a plastic, and hand it over..aaaaahhh..i get aallll excited about it..:P lame huh? hehe who caresss it makes me happy..plus it makes me get off my mind from thinking..negative thoughts..
now.. its almost 2 weeks after my atok pass away. .:(
i miss him dearly, and i can see mom miss him so much too, and hari raya is coming.. it makes it much worse..but now everyone is holding on, being strong. . redha..cuz its fate.. hurmm...insyaAllah my family and i will be going back to tawau for eid, cuz we dont want nenek to feel the lost of atok during raya..and the haappyyy thing is that almost aaalll of my mum's siblings will be in tawau for eid too..:D so its gonna be soo many of us, almost 40. hectic hectic ! but yeah its once a year so im soo looking forward to this..
x lama lagi.we will be leaving bulan ramadhan yg mulia. . hope everyone is doing gooood..puasa jgn x puasa...who knows this will be our last ramadhan.. @_@ huhu
oh yeah ! sis is coming next week! cant wait !! :) miss her sooo much cuz usually she is d crazy one making crazy sick jokes ! hehemissing d guppies and crazy friends back in UM..hah. first ramadhan away from them. first raya without them. usually after d raya holiday we will bring some kuih raya n share it . aaah...miss u guys n gurls s00oo much !!!plus ! its almost 2 months now..being away from my boo..:) i miss him dearly..no doubt about that. . but insyaallah we will meet up soon. rite sayang !! wishing u a bless ramadhan and a happy2 eid with ur family :Dthats all. a lot in my mind, but..later when i have the time i will jot it down here..:p

muax muax much loVe~sukahati-fafa~

happy birthday , Boo .

2011-08-04T20:05:00.002+08:00

today. its my sayang's birthday
a shout out to u honey
Happy birthdaaaaay...this year no surprise party for u..no cakes..no jalan2...
cuz ur so faaar away from me baby :(
but i hope u enjoy ur birthday with ur family ...although i think u wont be celebrating it since its ramadhan anyway
i wish u all d happiness..success in ur future..good health..success in ur studies and life baby

i mish mish ya...
muax ! happy birthday !

another lost. i love you, atok

2011-08-04T19:49:00.003+08:00

hello...
baru sudah bbuka puasa...sungkai..harini sungkai sorg2...
mom n stepdad..went back to tawau....because..
atok pass away last night..:( innalillah..
x sangka2..last night uncle call n drop the bomb..telling atok sudah xda..
hurmm...he has been sick for almost 2 months..and its heartbreaking to see him in weak condition...and to add things he didnt eat or drink that much..so it makes him weaker
akhirnya atok pergi jg..kami semua berserah..redha..sbb ini smua mesti ketentuan dr Allah swt. atok pergi di bulan ramadhan yg mulia ni..
atok smpat jmpa semua anak2...all my aunts n uncles sempat jmpa atok..jaga atok..syukur alhamdulillah..and i myself jg smpat jaga atok n spend time with him when he was in d hospital and at home..
x sangka..x smpt raya ngan atok.. hurmm.:(
kesian nenek msti sunyi without atok..ya Allah berikanlah kekuatan utk nenek hadapi smua ini..berikanlah kami semua kekuatan..:(
mom n stepdad went to tawau early this morning..and im here..at h0me..
i want to go to tawau also..but cuz of such rush..mom decide better just both of them go..hurmm im fine with that...insyaallah raya nanti balik tawau..boleh lawat kubur atok..:(
ya Allah...kau tempatkan lah atok di dalam syurgamu...berilah ketenangan pada rohnya ya Allah dan tempatkanlah atok dikalangan org2 yg beriman.. amiin...

2 years ! Hit it baby !

2011-07-31T19:47:00.002+08:00

heeey heeey... selamat berpuasa
syukuuur alhamdulillah ..ramadhan dtg lg tahun ni.
compared to the past 6 years..ramadhan was spent with my friends all around but this year im lucky to be able to spend it with my family. mom n my stepdad..wish sis is here to in labuan but its ok..:) so selamat berpuasa to all ! i miss my friends already. all the crazy ramadhan we have together ;) wish u gurls n guys are in good health to welcome ramadhan.... amin

2moro gotta wake up at 4 for sahur! excited ! hehe biasa la first day puasa hehe
so gotta tuck in bed early tonite
before that..i just feel like..i wanna blog..

oh ya..yesterday. marks 2 years of me n my sayang. loving each other chewaah hehe
happy 2 yrs anniversary hun! wish we can be together n celebrate. do the normal things we do.movies.chilling . talking. shisha..:p
i love u boo, thanks for the wonderfuuul, happy...funny 2 years we've been together.
u make me wanna be a better person...:) i hope there are yearsss to come for us ..
missing him soo so bad now.. he's back in riyadh to be with his family. maybe we will meet again in september..aight boo..?? insyaAllah..amiiin...really looking forward for it...this date. last 2 years. klcc park. i wont forget that :) muaaaah hugs n kisses for u hun .. u are always there by my side..ALWAYS....thru thick n thin.. and i love u for that..:D muah

ouh ya. moving on. im basically jobless now.. yeah. waiting for our posting.wheereee will i be posted. i hope in labuan..insyaallah.amiin...or somewhere at least nice to live...and nice school with gooooood pupils hehe...insyaAllah i'm praying for the best...

hurmmm..ok im not sleepy yet. gonna watch some glee...look at some oold pics of me n my loveliieeesss and then off to sleep. ouh niat puasa jgn lupa fa! hehe nite bye ! muax

2011-07-29T15:11:00.000+08:00

i miss a lot of people
a lot of things
all the routines
all the stuff around me before.

I MISS ALL THAT

:(

happy happy day

2011-07-06T15:14:00.002+08:00

yeay.. i'm back in labuan. home sweeet homeee..:)
syukur alhamdulillah...
just few days here..mmg agak buhsan but i lovee being home
just busy la kemas2 rumah, masak, haha,, and yeah masih x unpack lg barang2 hahaha...
now dah ada charger laptop yeay ! and beli broadband maxis pun sudaah
so bleh online if x online guna bb ja memanjang...

ok nooow....kena unpack stuff from kotak2 yg baruuu smp...padahal sdah pos sebulan lebeh yg lalu..and now suda ada interneeet,..bleh la start blogging lagii hehe :) byee muaxmuax

excited.

2011-06-24T20:27:00.002+08:00

hellooo... helloo
its been AGES since last update blog. malas . xdak mood. pokai. thats d reason heheh
now pun sbb boring so rasa nk mnaip sikit. padahal assignment kissm aku x abeh lg.. fa! bila nk rajin. dr dulu maaLaas memanjang !!

now dh almost sebulan x jmpa kawan2 sekepala. guppies. crazy guy friends. rindu gilaaa ok..coki didi naem celus.guppies. semua lah! cohort 4 ! insyaallah minggu depan jmpa kt maktab utk kursus. our first kursus sama2 ! exciting !! just x best sbb kena buat assignment n ada exam at d end of d course. blueeghhhh

i just hope we will have fun during d kursus. well at least me n my crazy friends will.. tp tuh la elaun x dapat lg so budget agak tight la.. harap2 la bleh survive..makan la habuk2 ke apa yg ada huhu...

well my crazy freenss im aaalll excited to meet u guys. rinduuu !! msti byk benda nk update kan!! yeaaayyy hehe

i can't imagine

2010-11-26T00:55:00.009+08:00

heey...its...the middle of the night
and i'm just feeling a bit shaken tonite
and emo..:P after listening to some sweet songs and
it makes me really think and ponder bout life..my life..
i've been listening to this song...bcuz rynaaaa post it.. hehe
its called 'perfect two'...very very suitable for those sweet2 couples..or to whoever that are in love..:)

i have a lot in my mind and in my heart
just like something keep me from saying it
maybe im in denial..?
or i just dont want to think about it yet?
or what..??
hurmm...

well..i've been with my sayang
about a year and a half now
and i cant deny he makes me so so happy
its worth it. i love u sayang

i dont even plan to meet u

i guess its just fate right? :)

then.. i start to care for u and fall inlove with u

and...till now.. i enjoy and loove every single time im with u

and time goes so fast that
we dont even know
its time to decide
and maybe think about the future
i hope with all my heart we dont have to.
but its reality i guess..
who are we kidding... we are from 2 different world...

all the things we have been thru... all the laughter..the tears we share...

u have a special place in my heart. dont u forget that ok...

i give my aallll to be with u sayang and i know u gave ur all too..
i reallly appreciate it
but deep in my heart
im afraid that..something between us will change
i hope not.i pray nothing will change
because i love u . so so much
i know we have only been together for a short while.well... not 4 .....5 years
but i do love u and u are someone really special for me
really speacial
i even think that..well maybe we are meant to be together ....maybe u are for me
and i know i will try my best to fit to ur world and u fit to my world
i can't imagine life without u
i can't .really..even thinking of it...really hurts..
i hope ..it wont happen....but
if it does happen....
i want u to know... i love u. i love all the things u do just to make me smile
just to make me laugh. just to show me u care and love me
u are a great person
and i know u will have a good future.. :)
well.... i will appreciate the time and the moments we still have together
if its our fate to be together. syukur alhamdulillah
if not. syukur alhamdulillah Allah borrow u to me . it means a lot to me
you mean a lot to me sayang
i dont know how to say it in any other way. but i love u

u said maybe there is someone better for me.

pssstt...maybe not..:P cuz u are .the best i ever had.

u are so true to me.showing ur love and care. :)

u were there when im sad
when i miss my late dad
u said im gonna be okay and u are there to care for me..:) and u did...
when im sick .. u were there offering me aaalll kinds of medicine
but u know what heals me. ur love and ur care :)
we share almost everything..u are part of me
when im down. ur always there with ur crazy jokes.
never fail to make me smile and laugh

even if we fight...sometimes. u will say sorry and we will just forget about it and laugh at it..:)
what more can i ask.
thank u sayang. i love u
and i know and i can feel. ur love to me
i just hope. whatever happens. we will still cherish each other.

no words can describe how happy i am when im with u. thank u for that baby

enjoy ur time with ur family... !! :)

i love u baby... :)
hugs & kisses for u...
muaaaah

tak sabar and sakit hati

2010-11-25T23:42:00.004+08:00

yeeessss..
minggu depan balik labuaaan !!
x sabaar !!
almost 2 months in kl
spending d holiday here instead of back home
and worked in tgif
had a great experience and meet great ppl too
gonna mish u guys :)
wuuuhuuu cant wait to see my family and my cats and hope my babes over theeree !!!
gonna leave my cute hamsters here with my sis
milo & cookie
im gonna miss u :(
my sayang also gonna go back to riyadh for a month :)
have fun with ur family sayang...gonna miss u baby

well thats the part yg i cant wait and x sabaaar
yg menyakitkan hati and mengFUCK kan hidop aku
is the fucking celcom!!
haram jadah asal top up..trus potg padahal aku x on internet haram satu benda pun
babi btol
yes aku sakit ati and aku akan maki
suka hati aku !
babi x guna punya celcom dh brapa kali
if aku guna internet tu potg shari sringgit x plak jadi camni ! siaal la !
aku dh email and report baaaikk punya
and call center..peduli hapa aku
ingat ni duit bapaaak dia.. makan duit haram
aku nk tukar maxis fuck x kira
CELCOM MMG FUuuuuuuuuuccccccck
and sgt sakit hati !! serios shit ! now i dont even want to reload my phone
buat apa reload if nk kena potg credit mcm haraaam
babi !

fuck !

dah !menyakitkan hati !
to sesiapa yg guna bb....and internet..JGN GUNA CELCOM !!GUNA MAXIS KA APA KA YES KE DIGI KE..FUCK CELCOM !

perantau . ha ha

2010-11-16T20:57:00.002+08:00

salam all
esok raya haji
so selamat hari raya aidil adha to all yg menyambutnya
wish im back home in labuan
boleh juga makan rendang mama.. huhu
ndapa this is another year raya haji di perantauan
chewaah haha
i hope i can find some delicious rendang tomorrow..
teringin plak
but actually raya haji bukan sambut meriah sgt pun
not as meriah if raya aidilfitri la
anyway i hope semua enjoy d raya n d holiday
im tired working and im reaaallly looking forward to go back home to labuan in december.. :)

life

2010-11-07T21:21:00.002+08:00

hey hey..
hows life.?
well for me..working is tiring !
i mean i have to stand for hours... huuuh its tough !
well im gonna quit ..cuz i have to go back to labuan anyway..

i just turn 23 a few days back..:p
had fun celebrating it with ppl at work and my sayang :0
and nooow i have 2 cute hamsters... Milo and Cookie :)
i just loovee looking at them..they are soo cute.. hehe

im looking forward to go back home
cuz i miss home and my parents..cats ..room like crazzeee
hurmm
life has been tough so far... ups and downs of it
nobody says its gonna be easy
im just praying and hoping for the best
insyaallah.

one ends and another starts

2010-10-16T22:58:00.004+08:00

heeeLoooo
gosh... 3 months o practicum.. just ended.
h0w time flies super fast nowadays!
syukuur all of us cohort 4 manage to get thru the 3 months of exciting..tiring...crazy practical in the schoooolssss

I'm sure most of us are just glad its over
yeah we will miss those crazy kids and students
but we love our university life even more ! hehe
so im looking forward for the last semester in Um next year
hope its gonna be another interesting semester :)

I miss my school already
sk bandar tasik selatan
tho budak2 nakal and membunuh tp ..its quite fun la..
im gonna miss the teachers yg always mengusik so me n syima melatah
will miss the abang kantin yg kaki usik number 1 !! smp kami terjerit2 kt kantin
gonna miss baby dania anak pacik kantin yg cute gilaaaa!
miss the kids..yg always..'teacher! teacher!
and these kids did bring the beast in me..:P
gonna miss puteri..d budak tadika anak cikgu..yg gila amik pics and pose like us..:P
she is so pretty.. hope to see u again puteri :)
im am super fierce when im with them ! haha if x mmg dorg bakar kot kelas tu heheh

missin aaaall of u guys
and will miss d hutan madagascar we had.. haha only me and syima understand this !~

well.then we finish our assignments the portfolio for english and maths!
hope everythin is gonna be okay ;)
insyaallah..i just hope i pass this practicum
syukuuur alhamdulillah we have 2 cooooool supervisors ! love mdm irene and dr sabeshan! haha :D

NOw!
im w0rking..
well i wanted to go back home to labuan
my mum was like..what are u gonna do here..sit at home for the next 3 months!
and i was like..'yaa and take care of the cats..:P'
and she asked me to find a job in kl maybe i can find one
cuz in labuan its kinda hard to get part time job..especially just for d 3 months..
so one day i jalan2 with my sayang and we walked pass tgi friday... and i saw that they are hiring
so i did apply for the hostess job and at about 6 pm i got a call from the supervisor..she said i got the JOB!!
im super excited cuz im gonnabe working and its my first reaaal part-time job

i have to work from like 10am to 6
or 12 to 6
or 12 to 10!..
but im ok with it..adapting..
the people there are friendly..fun and the environment is sooo nice..:)
the thing is dat i have to stand at d door, greet people and seat them at the stations..i mean tables... so the standing for hourssss part is reaaallly hard..
kaki bengkaaaaak bediri lama2.gilaaa
but i hope im gonna get used to it..

well i admit..sometimes... no ..let me correct that
mooost of the time..i feel like i wanna quit and just go back home and stay home
watch tv till i get super fat ! hahaha
but this i my last few months or year in kl
better make sumthin out of it... besides next year im gonna be a teacher for real!
and im not sure where im gonna teach
so well n0w just enjoy d time i have here
so i can check on my sis and can meet my sayang too..:)

i wish aaaalll the best to aaaall my friends
i know a lot of them gonna find part time jobs too
to fulfill the 3 months holiday..
i hope everyone have fun with whatever they are doing
even tho u guys just sit at home or do berkebun or watever
enjoy ok!
and i hooopppeee i can make it till december in Friday's..
:)
im excited..now we are busy preparing for halloweeen..later christmas...and so on and so on...! yeaaaaaaay

takecare ppl
i miss my cats
my room
my family :(

mixer

2010-09-16T10:03:00.002+08:00

heylo2
salam satu happy
and selamat hari satu malaysia !

HURM...esok balik kl
sedih la cuz i have to leave home. my family and the cats! i super love them now.
and malas la nk sambung practical ..but its ok for another 2 weeks..
theeen im freee i guess

im happy to go back to kl so i can meet and catch up with them friends i loovee
and meet my sayang ! i miss u so much
ouh yeah n d guys are coming back soon..so can catch up n chill with them as well..:D

its a mix feeeling.. sad.. and a bit happy n excited.. haish.. i hate going thru this feeling laaa !

so far so good

2010-09-12T10:36:00.002+08:00

salam everyone :)

happy raya! happy raya!

its d 3rd raya already..goooosssh....time flies so sooo fast!!

hows raya so far ?

for me its a decent fun one

first raya was filled with weeelll...rendang lemang ketupat kuah kacang and nasik gam!

also going around to close relatives houses

pluS! looads of pictures taken.. camwhoring aaall d time... believe me

i thought im the only one that loovee to p0se

but i was wrong..ahaa...aall my cousins are camera freaks too

much thanks n HUGS to my lil sis bubu..with her awesome slr camera (konon)

whenever she point the camera to us. we will pose definitely ! haha

had the chance to stop by ani's open house as well

with eton and whaney...soo yeah

the camwhoring session continues over thereee...

bubu was the photographer again of course no doubt!!

well cuz of the internet here..is so super lembap! cant really upload any pics for now.. later la when im back in kl ..:)

okay ppl have fun with ur raya and enjoy the holiday while u can :)

much love muaaahz

simba the little lion :P

2010-09-09T15:15:00.004+08:00

hey hey a quick entry before raya
im soo excited for raya lah !
haish esok rayaa yeay !! sabar fa sabar :)

anyway this entry is about the new cat.
he is golden in colour :P
and we name him Simba cuz he look like the simba in lion king
he is super duper hyperACTIVE!! running here and there..playin.. biting every moving thing
even semut kt lantai pun nk kejaaar

weelll..i cant deny at first i have this..dislike feeling towards the new cat..
cuz i still think cindai should be the only cat and the prince of d house..:P
and i dont want the small lil cat to steal his spotlite..
but then simba is too cute..and gorgeous to dislike :P

super cute. super naive. i love him but still
my lovely cat cindai is d number 1 cat prince in my heart

im gonna enjoy my time here with the cute cats and with my family :)

happy eid everyone .
enjoy the raya and make every moment count !!

hooo yeaah! balik kampung ~!~!

2010-09-04T14:55:00.004+08:00

salaaaam
hellooo!!
akhirnya
its the freakin day that aaaall of us have been waiting for
HOLIDAY!!

aduih practicum ni mmg penat. lesson plan.task sheet.mural..exam papers n mooreee
so this is a niiceee holiday to get away from all the chaos n hectic life
and better its raya holidaY! balik kampg jmpa family. ouh love it

so everyone. selamat bercuti
just freakin enjoy ur holiday and ur raya
this is the lasy year we gonna spend it as a teacher ! gosh rasa tua plaaak haha

so to all my friends. dearest cohort 4. guppies. babes. gurls.boys guys everyone who knows me. in reality or even just in fb or sumthin

" Selamat Hari Raya aidilfitri :D
mintak maaf banyak2 if ada terkasar bahasa, terlepas cakap, terlepas pandang,
or anything.. i'm really sorry if i ever offend or hurt anyone okay !
mintak maaf zahir dan batin
and mintak halalkan apapa yg termakan or terminum or terambil and anythin lah ok!

raya ni hope it will brings laughter and good memories to all of us
to dearest-dearest cohort 4.. i know cuz aaaalll of us are so caught up with the busssyy-ness of practicum, we didnt have the chance to get sad and dwelt on the fact that this is the last year we are gonna celebrate ramadhan and raya together :(
its sooo sooo sad come to think of it
but thats life. and we have been waiting for this rite..
not the goodbyes but to end the long crazy fun tiring journey to be a teacher
at least we can finish it together

i love u guys & gurls so much!
one more semester to get crazy with and we're done
see u guys sooon...

take care everyone. be safe where ever u are
much love
-fafa-

just one of the nights

2010-08-28T01:34:00.002+08:00

hey hey goood nite..:)
its past midnite..around 1 am already and i cant sleeep cuz of the coffee just now.
so blog la best..
was talking to syima and the topic "childhood" pop out
it makes me realize.. and remember.. how much fun i had during my childhood with ma sis and my sweet parents and friends

we used to play masak2 with sis ...sembunyik2 ambik periuk mum.. yg KACA ok
and kutip rumput2 daun2..letak air konon2 tu minyak. haha..
then my late dad saw us playin masak2 for a few times... he decided to make a small fire for us..near a small drain beside my house.. me n sis was so freaking happy ( ye la main api suka la..nasib x tebakar ruMah or apapa2 :p)
then we cook with the reaaaal fire.. wuhuu best x terkataa..
but then mom balik kerja and saw us using her PRECIOUS periuk kaca.
yes! keluar lah silat naga n bebelan halilintar
hehehe plus the bottom of the pot was black cuz of the overheat from the fire...
hahaha so mum taMBah2 la marah.. alaa...she just give a LOUD lecture to us..thats all.. and the funny thing is my dad bleh buat muka xtau when my mum ask who make the fire for us.. heheh..:)

another thing was we like to use mom's also precious glass to drink.. and buat sirap..and buat cheers like we saw on tv..it was usually my sis's idea..:P
ting..ting ..cheers... then one of the glass broke.. hahaha we were so freakin afraid.. our faces were pale and we threw the glass..straight to the rubbish bin...
but the thing is boleh2 balik kerja my mum can smell sumthin is wrong..so she went to the kitchen and COUNT the glasses.. it was suppose to be 6..but it was only 5.. sooo here she come.. with the fierce look.. hehe and ask us who break the glass and where is it.. we told her what happen and once more leteran and bebelan halilintar was given to us AND my late dad will be there.. not helpin us but laughin at us.. heheheh yeah those were the days...

sis bubu yg tolol hehe i miss those days.. we will tie a blanket from the stairs frm the second floor stairs so we can climb down.. haha thinkin back it was really dangerous ..what if we fall down n we bump our head on the stairs! Syukur nuthin happen aite sis..(well..xcept the knife incident where u nearly go blind!!)

naik basikal and lumba smp terjatuh tergolek and mooreee
i just miss those years of carefree life
sumtimes being an adult makes me tired. but thats life rite
u cant be stuck in one stage only. that will be so freakin boring and stressful too
i miss roller-blade sessions
masak2... rounders.. main baling slipper..
and manyy moree...
and most of all i miss ..my life back then
when my late dad is still there. to make us happy.
yeah..its one of the nights where i miss my baba
i miss him so bad that it hurts so bad too
even typing this. im trying to hold ma tears... :<
its Ramadhan and raya is coming
so yeah thats why.. kadang2 still rasa baru a few days since i lost him
it hurts like hell
but all i can do is pray for him
sedekahkan Al-fatihah..
hope i will be strong enough to face another raya without my late baba
besides this year im gonna spend raya with the new family addition of mine
hope i can face it and accept whatever and whoever.
nevermind i can fake my smile ...

i miss home teribbly
im gonna be back next week
but i have to face another crazy week with observations from lecturers and guru pembimbing before i can fly off for my holiday laa..:(
its ok. be strong u can do it fazeah
baba..i miss u. i love u. i want to hug u so badly. ur always here in my heart. never replace by anyone.

2010-08-26T23:19:00.005+08:00

*** hey hey... just something that i came across to.. usually its all about da ladies..d gf rite...?? now its for the bf..the guys..do know d gurls..gfs.. appreciate u..every tiny bits and things that u do ....much love.. this is for u too sayang :)

Dear boyfriend, this is for you.

100. You always smell good, with or without cologne. It’s just your own scent.

99. You’re incredibly handsome. Even when you’re going wolfman.

98. You’re always encouraging and supportive of me.

97. You have a really amazing smile, it’s not just something I see, obviously.

96. You have so much passion for soccer and you always want to excel. I know you can do anything you want to do.

95. Your singing voice.

94. Your “Breanna” voice when you mock me. :)

93. You’re so sweet and so honest. You tell me everything, even if it hurts.

92. Your hand movements you make when you’re excited or talking.

91. You always showed me you cared, even when it was hard. I know you love me because you still loved me through everything.

90. You put up with me and you’re so patient because I know I’m not easy to deal with.

89. You argue with me and have “big people” conversations with me.

88. You’re straight forward and you make me face the things I try to avoid.

87. You see all of me, even the disgusting and dark secrets I share with no one else, and love me because of what I am.

86. You would never ever belittle me just for the sake of making me feel bad about myself.

85. You think I’m the most beautiful creature and you’re obviously very blind. I think that’s you, inside and out.

84. You like to cuddle.

83. You always ask how my day is going.

82. No matter who you’re with, I know if something’s wrong I can depend on you.

81. You’re careless and I’m careful. as in I’m always nervous and you’re go with the flow. I’m obviously the klutz, though.

80. You eat like a mad man all the time, and you always ask me if I’m hungry or thirsty or anything to make sure I’m comfortable. But I’m already always comfortable with you.

79. You make me feel safe, even though no one can necessarily make the world safe for anyone else.

78. You make me fall more and more in love with you everyday, even when I don’t think I can love you any more than I already do.

77. You watch chick-flicks because you know it’ll make me happy.

76. You don’t care what anyone has to say about me and you, even though everyone has their own opinion.

75. You care about things I care about and want to learn more about them.

76. You’re so annoying and aggravating! Especially when you call me annoying! But it’s so funny, even when you smile during arguments. I secretly love it.

75. You apologize and always have good reasons behind them, even after I ask “What are you sorry for”.

74. You always say you’re not a nice guy but you are with me. I like that I make you the nice guy, cause that’s how I’ve always seen you.

73. You teach me plenty of things about life and love and just everything.

72. You’re so determined to make us work and you won’t let anything get in between.

71. How our skin feels when we’re pressed against each other.

70. You walk to my door when you’re getting me, and you walk me to my door when you’re dropping me off.

69. You always pick me up, even when I tell you to put me down, I love it.

68. You love my cupcakes.

67. I love coming home and still tasting your lips on mine.

66. You cried in front of me. It sounds mean but, I mean it in a way where it made you so real.

65. You teach me new songs and I obsess over them lol I just don’t tell you.

64. I love how you get so animated when you talk about things that you are passionate about.

63. You’re not like anyone else in the way you take care of me and how you talk to me and how you act with me.

62. You always think about me and what I like.

61. You make me want to be a better person and actually want to do good in school. I know I never have to impress you, I just want you to be proud of me.

60. You’ll wait until I’m ready, no longer how long it takes.

59. You make my day better the moment I see you.

58. You would never try to change me.

57. You give me confidence and make me feel strong, and that’s so hard to do since I feel weak all the time.

56. You tell me I look attractive and lovely when I’m clearly not at my best.

55. The way you rest your head on my lap and listen to the silly things I have to say.

54. You make so happy to be alive and blessed I found you. You’re my reason for everything.

53. You’re my angel; I always tell you this but it truly was like I was drowning, and you saved me.

52. You always forgive me when I say I’m sorry and you know I mean it.

51. The way we joke/talk to each other is so funny. Everyone thinks it’s abnormal but who said we were normal?

50. You make me giggly and nervous and my hands sweat lol and it’s disgusting but you hold my hands anyway. It’s so adorable.

49. You can give me super goose bumps just by kissing me.

48. How you never stick to the plan; always making up things as you go.

47. That chinky-smile you give me, giving me the hint that you weren’t paying attention to anything I said, but you pay attention to ME.

46. You know when I’m mad and you never give up until you know the reason why.

45. How you can be forgetful about important things at times,

44. But then you remember small details perfectly.

43. You’re so adorable even when you’re just sitting down doing nothing. You’re my favorite thing to look at.

42. You’re sharing your life with me and you’ve turned mine around.

41. Every love song reminds me of you, not even including my list of songs :)

40. You put me before everyone else.

39. You turn to me when you need to unwind and I love that you entrust so much in me.

38. You’re the strongest person I know, with everything you do.

37. You include me in everything in your life.

36. You kiss my forehead.

35. How you always want to be massaged and always massage me and my super tense back.

34. You don’t think anything of me cracking every bone in my body when most people find me intolerable.

33. The way you say “I love you"

32. You tolerate my friends even though you don’t like some because you know it’ll make me happy.

31. You hold my hand when you’re driving and you try to be careful because you know I’m anxious.

30. I can spend hours with you and it won’t feel like enough.

29. You make me miss you so much it hurts in a good and bad way. These other girls don’t have as much to miss as I do because you have everything I need.

28. Since we first met, you knew you’d love me forever no matter what and you’d bring me to your senior prom. I’m so grateful everything worked out even if it’s a work in progress.

27. You make me the happiest when I’m feeling the worst.

26. When I’m trailing kisses down your neck and chest and I just know you can’t hold your smirk in lol.

25. You bring out the best in me. It’s so cliché but it’s so fitting for you and me.

24. You listen when I tell you long stories that have no meanings.

23. You make me crazy and I make you crazy and somehow it’s healthy.

22. You’re not embarrassed when I call you things like cupcake and buttercup♥

21. You’re not afraid to tell me your feelings.

20. The way you always want to hug me.

19. You always stroke my hair when I’m lying on your chest.

18. You’re always there to take care of me.

17. You’re a real man because you can love someone more than you love yourself.

16. You never ever take advantage of me.

15. You always want to please me.

14. You understand me even when I’m crying hysterically and I don’t know how lol.

13. We’ve lived without each other before and we both know that’s not how it was supposed to be. That proved a lot.

12. You showed me what destiny and faith and hope and love really are about and I’ll forever be grateful.

11. You make me feel the warmth in your touch effortlessly.

10. Because of you, no matter what may come tomorrow, today my life is more complete.

9. You’re my very best friend in every way possible.

8. I can never leave you, not that I want to, you’re just so magnetic I always come right back like a rubber band.

7. I can tell you anything without fear of being judged.

6. You make me face my greatest fears even if you don’t know it.

5. Your undying faith is what keeps our love alive, even for the past few years, together or not.

4. How you always tell me I can achieve my dreams, but you don’t know that I already have because I have you now.

3. You are always the one who can make me feel better when I’m upset, even if it was you who made me upset in the first place.

2. You’ve shown me the greatest love I’ve ever felt —my once in a lifetime love.

1. You never gave up, even when I did.

dah lama rindu

2010-08-23T23:34:00.002+08:00

wooo.. dh almost halfway dh kita smua puasa
and im missing home so so much
rindu rumaaaaaaaaah... i wanna go home and just rest
i miss my room.. my family.. sis mom dad.
urgh i miss u guys :(
hugs n kissees..kissess and hugss for u guys
and i miss my fatty cat. cindai! i wanna hug u n play with u.. and watch u sleeep and snoooreee hehehe

and now my sis says that we have one new cat..a kitten. yellow i guess..
i can imagine.. the smaalll face n cute body with biiig round tummy.. ouh gosh!! adorable
and cant wait for the holidays to start at least i can have iftar with my family :)

im sure everyoneeee is excited to go home..:)
yeay. sabar2 sikit je lagiii

happy happy weee

2010-08-15T14:12:00.007+08:00

assalamualaikum..and helloo
happy ramadhan!!
Ya Allah..time flies so so fast. its like..Zaaap! its ramadhan already
ouh..well.. i've been busy with practical... in sekolah bndr tasik selatan
teacher FaZeah hehe..many many things happened. again...here goes :

-- im now doing my teaching practice in sk.bndr tasik selatan...a decent school.. im teaching year 5 bakawali for english and year 4 dahlia for maths.... well im trying my best to be a good teacher.. but the kids over there are NOISY i can tell.. hehe maybe the surrounding and background knowledge of the kids....so i have to deal with it... it freakin get on my nerves but i have to bersabaaar... kadang2 amok jugak in class..but not to the extend smp karate budak lg la.. haha

-- besides that...the kids have very very l000oooww proficiency in english. it is soo hard to teach and make them understand english when they dont even have a basic understanding of english grammar and vocab.. haish.. but i'll try.. pity these kids.. i mean they want to learn but the environment they are in does'nt really allow them to do so....

-- we had a perkhemahan pengakap jugak at school. on friday and saturdaaaay.. it was tiring and we had to sleep on the office floor. with just sleeping bag and no pillow for me.. cuz i forgot to bring it..:P it was kinda fun to see the kids outside from the classroom context. i had fun with syima. playing ping pong and laughing at the cute kids and their funny j0kes n faces..:P

-- some kids stole my attention. i can say that they are the applessss of ma heart.. hehe some cute good ones... and yeah. fafa! dont forget to buy some present for ur kids.as u promisee ! hehe

**** my sayang and i.. had our first anniversary last month. at the end of july right sayang..=)
seriously..i didnt think that we will make it this far.. but we made it.. and i hope we will stay this way for a looong time habibi. .. :) Love ya!

*** and omg! omg! my sayang gave me Blackberry for our anniversary. i'm soo happy! uweee... cuz my phone is fuct up .the n81 n i've been wanting to buy a blackberry.. but i have to wait for my mum to come to kl and buy it for me :P but then my sayang gave it to me already as a present !!!!!!! thanksss so much sayang..it really means a lot to me. i love u :)
and yeah my present to him was just sumthin simple.. :P

*** we had great times. we went to sunway lagoon! play all the scary stuff.. jalan2 and have fun.. love it... thank u so much habibi... but we should try ice skating later okaaay...pr0miseeee...

*** theeen.. a week after our anniversary was... moe's birthday.. yeah.. my sayang is gettin oldeeerr hehe.. so i was planning to gather all his friends and my friends to surprise him.. but we did that last year so this year i want it to be special.. so i bring moe to a nice dinner just d 2 of us.. at chilli's ... glad u looveee the food sayang. hehe. and i surprise him there too..! i bought a cake earlier and gave it to the waiter. .. before we finish our meal.. they come and siiiinggg the 'happpyy birthday' song out loouuddd . hahaha moe was really surprise .. :P hehe hope u enjoy the birthday dinner love.

*** and it does'nt stop thereee... on weekends...i still call out his friends. hussein farah jannah sasa n evryone to surprise him at his house. ma gurls cant make it cuz we aaall have to teach on monday.. i just squeeze this thing to my tight schedule hehe... yeah and we made it.. he was surprise too..! so happy birthday to u baby. wish u nothing but the best in life. . evntho ur not going back to riyadh for the ramadhan n eid. dont be sad. u have me here and later u have hussein sah :O

" happy birthday to you, baby..
wish u all the best
reach for your dreams
i know you can do it
and can do a lot better than that
study hard and study smart
h0pe we will celebrate a lot more birthdays together love :)
happy birthday"

some random pics.

okayh. dah 11 days berpuasa. hope semua berjalan lancar ramadhan2 nih
insyaallah. amin.

bye! -sukahati-fafa-

my sweet escape

2010-07-25T23:12:00.004+08:00

ouh.. im happy yes im happy !

i had a lovely weekend

althou i have to go to school on saturday

but its a nice time to meet the kids in a fun way.. out of the classroom context :)

anyway. what makes my weekends even great was when i had the chance to meet and spend time with sayang :)

its been awhile right sayang

~had a nice lunch together at his favourite place

~had nice jalan2 session

shopping together :P (yes im broke but i still wants to buy things! cuz i need it! hehe)

~had a nice movie together ( inception) @_@

~u are my sweet escape sayang!

when im with u. its just cheer me up :)

i love our small talks

about the future

and we laugh about it

~i know we cant predict the future

but i love u and i want u in my future

i hope thats gonna happen

but even it doesn't

i really thank god for giving me You

cuz u complete me in every way :)

u will always be someone very very special for me

u should know that baby

time fly so fast

its almost a year now

but i love u more and more

its like..i just fall in love with u aaall over again

thanks for always being there for me. im gonna be there for u too

i love u sweetheart. thank u for the nice times

thank u for the laugh. the joy. everything

i love u

see u in the future (i hope)

but now. lets just enjoy our time together !

muaaaaaaaaah

hugs and kisses for u baby

UnfaiR !

2010-07-23T01:01:00.002+08:00

life is so unfair to me lately
i know i have to be strong
but with the busy schedule , practicum stress,
car fuct up and laptop big FUCK up.
im just so stress

thank g0d .syukur i have my crazy friends with me always to make me laugh non stop
tho some close ones just tend to make me cry
mom. please understand i DONT want any of this to happen.
i dont want my laptop bangang to screw up at this time. when i need it the most. to be online and complete my lesson plan. and when the weather is s0 hot the aircond in the car rosaK! yes. i dont ask for all this. manusia bangang mana wish for all this kan.
so yeah. and the allowance x masok lagi.. which makes everything easier. sebab sekarang minyak. kertas. ink. makan semua TAK PAKAI DUIT. pakai bulu kot nak bayar.
bodoh sikit pihak atasaaaan!!! --aku cuba sebaik2 nya utk cakap berlapik.better la dr bakar ke or letak minyak itam . haha

and thanks sayang for always being there for me
thanks for ur laptop.
i hope my crazy laptop will be ok in a few days
u always know how to make me feel better. u always know what to say
thank u
i miss u and i love u. u know that right :)

i wish evryone is having a good time in their teaching practice

good luck

-fafa-

they make my days

2010-07-18T12:00:00.010+08:00

-me.back to my obsession-

helloooo people! happy SUnday!!
Ya Allah..cepat ja masa berlalu.. now in the middle of july dah
haissh.. and yeah im busy with my practicum.. as a teacher
in Sk.Bandar tasik selatan..:)
wooaaaah..its a different experience for me.
nice and also nerve wracking at the same time...now i know..really now how it feels to be a teacher.. maybe before this i 'taught' i knew it but noooooooo
its waaaaaaaaay different..
well..im gonna cherish whatever is waiting for me.. good bad.. whatever.. i have to stay positive so i can stay strong :)

okayh.. busy busy july...some things that happened f0r me and the lovely funny people around me =p

*** thanks to my sayang..i got to rent the car. tho its kinda expensive but cant find any better deal.. so yeah gonna suffer for these few months..paying the rent. oil n stuff but its worth it... kan syima..:P

***we had our first visit to the school on thursday.. before starting on the 12th ...syukur we got accepted cuz we were inform that the school have already tooo many practicum teacher hehe..and the teacher that helps us to organize things is so nice and funny.. cikgu Onn :) syukur .

*** we never had to attend Ko-kurikulum bfore at maktab but in the school.. im assign to the badminton club and KRS for unit beruniform.. and syima..my partner in crime in the school.. is in the kebudayaan club (best lah bleh menariiii) and bola tampar ~ so far the KOko day was fine..its just i hate standing under the hot sun !

*** syukur alhamdulillah... stakat ni the school environment and the teachers and the people are very welcoming and helpful.. first day syima and i lepak at the library but on the second day we got our own table in the bilik guru...tho we share it but its really nice to feel as a part of the cikgu2 over there..:) besides me and syima mmg always together melekat sana sini.. we dont really bother other ppl's business.. trying to be nice but not arse kissing and fake smile aaalll day.. its Tiring !

***im teaching year 5 for english ( 5 bakawali) and for maths i got 4 dahlia .. hurmm..the kids are low average students.. so its kinda hard to teach cuz they cant understand english.. hurmm..its gonna be a challenge... insyaallah i will try my best. good luck to the rest of my teacher-to-be! be strong :)

*** enough with the school stuff.. here come the FUUUUUUUUN stuff =) well.. dr. tom the awesome lecturer will be leaving malaysia soon. so he organize a small lil gathering together.. just simple dinner with dr toM..some of his friends..and us.. thanks erma for the invitation.:P so we had fun listenin to dr tom singing, playin accordion and the cute ukulele . thanks dr. tom for then treat and the good time !

** we also did a birthday ambush @ surprise for ryna at the dinner party! nad and imnie came with the cake ! ryna was shock of course and we sang happy birthday...so did dr.tom.. a special bday song for ryna.. siap ada serangan kek and bedak kat ryna.. hehe sorry ryna..tersembur bedak at ur eyes..:P sikit lg buta hehehe....but...its kinda sad...knowing this is the last surprise and bday celebration together..cuz next year by this time all of us will be apart :(

*** besides that..another july baby..syima !! so the second ambush was in Q-bistro... tho smua busy with school and evrything...siap ada Ko-k rabu tuh...dats why all of us gather at qbistro.. smua pun teachin area cheras... siap suruh mamak sembunyik cake lg. tho its a si!!mple n small celebration but its meaningful cuz dapat tepek muka syima with kek! hahaha fun fun day!

*** its gonna be a very very looooongggggggg 3 months for aaaalll of us.. good luck evryone.. be strong ! stay positive okay :) we are gonna be fiineee insyaallah...

*** geraaaaaaaaam sgt.. my sis bubu yg giLa pandai mbodek my mum.. and she bought the dslr canon sumthin.. d500 or sumthin.. eee geraaaaaam..i want sumthin for me too mum!1 please pleaseee.. i want a new hp.. so now dalam usaha to get the phone. have to wait for my mum to come to kl.then she gonna buy it for me .. mom..please come to kl noooooooooooow :P

-- bubye -
teacher fafa..:P

Happy birthday !! dah 23 dah guppies2 skang !

Happy birthday riena & Syima ! be matured! haha kidding .please stay childish !!

= beautiful lovely funny people !!=

= my sayang. thank u for evrything =) =

these people help me to go thru my ruff days..:) i love aaaaalll of u <3>

just to let it out

2010-07-04T03:04:00.004+08:00

yeah im gonna start my practical soon

as a teacher! wohooo..

for the whole 3 freakin months..

there are a few things i wanna say it here. just to let it out from my chest n heart.

cuz if not i swear im gonna scream at someone or punch someone

the goooood side of it

- im excited. to teach and see how prepare i am to handle this and my future

-i like being around kids (i guess) :P so yeah its gonna be interesting

- no class.no exams

- im with syima so i guess its gonna be fun cuz we like to laugh a lot

- it means im closer to the end of my journey as a student.

-it makes me feel more matured and grown up :P

the FUCKING BAD SIDE of it

- i got a school that is so freaking far. although my first choice is fucking BANGSAR!!!

- Well i got somewhere around bandar tasik selatan.. yeah i guess thats the nearest cheras they can find for me righttttttt...and they cant fucking READ THE ADDREEEEESSSS ...i LIVE in pantai permai.. maybe u think its near..here is a reality check for u.. no its not NEAR.. its FUCKING FAR

- another thing. i dont have a car. motorbike even a bicycle in that case..so yeah.. im now stress up thinkin how to go to that school.. rent a car..? by taxi..? lrt..?? yeaaaaah easy for u to say or suggest.. 'go with lrt..its easy..its cheap..bla bla blaaa'...

well... u go fuckin try to do it first okaaay... wake up early dats not a problem with me.. but with baju kurung + heels..carrying handbag with BOOKS. and LAPtop.. and plus the teaching materials.. and u have to fight and be stuck with A LOT of ppl who are going to work also.. well.. dats easy huh..?? and fight for a cab.. and have the risk of reachin the school late.. wow..WHAT A LIFE HAAAAAH..when u try that and u survive with a SMILING FACE...then u come to me and say its easy ok... if not..just shut the fuckin hell up...

- and then.. well.. u hear this always . money is everythin.so now the elaun pon x masok lg..so how the hell am i gonna pay for aaaall this.. rent a car la..pay for cabs la..which may cost rm20 or more just going.. how am i going to pay for it..?? yaaa my mum can give me the money but im not a fuckin moron or a loser..i feel guilty to ask for my mum moooreee and mooreee money each time.. and what money do we have to use to start our practical.. a lot of stuff to buy..yg ada kereta..duit minyak..duit tol.. YEAH..FOR ME I HAVE TO PAY TOL EVRYTIME I WANNA GO TO THAT SCHOOL. YEAY! we even have to buy new baju kurung.. kang pakai selekeh kata kami malukan maktab malukan U la.. takda kualiti la. well... we need to buy at least marker to write and teach kan..? or a pen to mark the books of the students kan..? im just saying.. all he fuckin shit i have to face

- some lucky ppl got the near school, the one they wanted..near to their house..they got their first choice..good for u guys..u guys are fuckin lucky i guess..maybe im just unlucky..well its life..deal with it. dats all i can say and do.

aaaah.. i am fucking...yesss FUCKING piiiissssttt oooofffff

not at anyone or anything. im just sick and tired of ..hurmm i dont know

life..? unfairness..? naah.. nuthin much

i just wanna let it out

fuuuuucccccccccccccckkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!

macam siiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllllllllllll!!!!

buat aku bengang lah!

dah la aku period. so mood mmg mcm nk belasah orang je

and shits happen plak

no im gonna take it as a bless

maybe nanti dpt sumthin good out of this kan

i swear i feel like i wanna punch someone

i did punch sayang yesterday but thats bcuz brazil lost in the world cup :P

aaah.. i hope this will make me feel better

i curse a lot.. i dont care..FUCK i dont care

cuz im gonna be the teacher i wanna be next week. so now i can be bad i can curse

right...?? hahahahahaha

gnite

byeeee

rasa

2010-06-25T13:46:00.002+08:00

rasa sayang

rasa tenang

rasa gembira

rasa nyaman
rasa aman

semua bila kamu ada di sisi
kenapa ??
mungkin sebab saya sayang kamu
sangat sangat

tak pernah rasa penat
tak pernah rasa janggal
tak pernah rasa bosan
walau setiap masa berhadap

pelik.
tak pernah lalui
rasa rasa ini
hanya bila kamu ada di sini..
sayang kamu !

the day

2010-06-20T10:35:00.006+08:00

its sunday and its father's daY!!
happy father's day to aaallll the proud daddies out there...:)

honestly...ntah kenapa..
this year punya father's day...im a bit emotional..
these 2-3 days bfore father's day i was so so sensitive and emo..
asyik teringat arwah baba ja..:(
smua benda i saw i remember him
watch sumthin on tv..i remember him
evrything and it makes me cry cry and cry
non stop
i swear..i dont know why...
well all i can do is pray for him
insyaallah mudah2an dia d tempatkan bsama orang2 yg beriman..amiiiinn

so...whenever i feel like crying..i have to go to my room or the bathroom
cuz i dont want ppl to start asking la..kang buat more sedih lg huhu
hurm..maybe late dad miss me too kan..dats why la asyik teringat.terkenang..
i know crying and crying for him is not good..but sumtimes i cant take it and i cant hold it back..hurmm..i hope im gonna be fine...maybe its just cuz of the father's day....

and this year..its my and our first year..me and my sis i mean
to celebrate it with our new dad..
i call him baba too..
he's been great to me and my family
and he is like a dad icon to me since we were small
cuz he is one of my family close friend
so its not awkward la having him around..
its all doing fine so far
syukur
happy father's day baba!
thanks for evrything..=)

anyway..i hope all of u had a great time with ur dad on this special day
take care..:-)

beach fun!!

2010-06-06T19:22:00.000+08:00

sunday sunday!
was busy attending weddings..
huuh... with the hot sun and the heat... it makes me a loooot harder but i had fun
went to waney's house.. but cuz heaaaaaaps of people there..didnt get the chance to talk much with her

then petang beach time!
cuz blum smpt jmpa and lepak2 with eton and anie
so anie me eton and my sis went la to the beach
have some food.. abc..kelapa rojak n stuff
but we are disturb by the lalaaaat!!
banyaaaak lalat sana.haish..ssh mo makan..

then our faaav part!! taking pics!
ani bullleeeet just bought a new slr.. soo yeah
it makes me more excited hehe
yeay! go by the beach and starts posing
i can say ani is one good photographer..:P
hehe..soo ani edit laaah and upload fb k!
jump sana sini..smp tejunam tjatuh
haish im gonna mish those moments..:)

i had fun!

TGIF!

2010-06-04T09:34:00.002+08:00

syukuur... alhamdulillah.. a nice friday for me =)
the exam result is out
and syukur ada naik sikit dr last semester
worth it.this sem mmg agak penat la
dgn beniaga la apa la
syukur..hope aaalll my friends pon happy with their results ok!

call mama awal pagi to tell her cuz she is in the office already huhu
then now.. xtaw nk buat apa..
the weather is so so so hot.
the heat is just craazzzyyy!! haiissh
and tonite i h0pe to meet etooon gilak
and catch up..
bfore im gonna be missing in action next week =p

hurrmmm.. what else to blurt...
nuthin much i guess..
happy weekends! muax muax

this time

2010-06-03T08:45:00.002+08:00

every morning now
well.. i have to wake up kinda early..as early as 7!!

and... i keep on thinking and missing that one guy i love..:)
my boo.. haish...
some songs remind me of him
and i cant stop smiling if i listen to it
how he makes me smile..makes me happy..
doing silly faces..jokes and many more
just to make me smile..
ouh i miss that..
i love u hun...=)

i hope its different this time
i hope fate will be on my side..:)
i miss u baby
i hope to see u soooon...
take care muax muax
love ya

BooooRiing

2010-05-31T11:16:00.003+08:00

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?

* just the normal salad dressing.with some lemon juice and pepper.. but still thousand island wins my heart :D

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?

*gasoline!

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?

* tuna sandwich! rambutan and grape hehe

What are your pizza toppings of choice?

* Hawaiian chicken... slurp! yeay. pizza with wawa today!!

What do you like to put on your toast?

* cheese spread or peanut butter. yum!!

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?

* 2

What color of cell phone do you have?

* black blue

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?

* im a right lo

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?

* my appendix!!

What is the last heavy item you lifted?

* vegetables and beras. balik dr pasar few days back ehe

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?

* ahaa.during my karate tournament.. few years back..!! hehe she kick me on the head and i go..wuuuu....smack on the floor hehe

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?

* hurmm.yes.. i wud like to know

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?

* Nur mutiara :P

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?

* aha ahaa..now..im so freakin broke so i wud do dat.. hahaha

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?

* im not sure

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?

* syukur. dah lama x nmpk or tserempak cops!

Last person you talked to?

* mom

Last person you hugged?

* mom

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?

*spring!

Holiday?

* holiday that involves.my kampung .tawau! hehe

Day of the week?

* weekends!

Month?

* nuthin much

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?

* aha. my boo =(

Mood?

* calm. relax je. i've been sick these past week..so sumtimes im freakin piss off

What are you listening to?

* iklan tv

Watching?

* labu labi

Worrying about?

* a looooooooooot

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?

* toilet! i soo need to pee :P

What's the last movie you saw?

* yesterday. ninja assassin

Do you smile often?

* yes. if i want to

Do you always answer your phone?

* usually yes.

It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?

* my boo. usually he's not asleep at these times hehe

If you could change your eye color what would it be?

* hazel please~

What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?

* huh...

Do you own a digital camera?

* yea. the pinky

Have you ever had a pet fish?

* yep. now ada berenang2 dalam pond kecik ehe

7) Favorite Christmas song?

* hurm.. none

What's on your wish list for your birthday?

* lamaaaa lg.. belom start fikir laa hehe

Can you do push ups?

* yessss

Can you do a chin up?

* im nooooot sure/ :P

Does the future make you more nervous or excited?

* Nervous !

Do you have any saved text messages?

* a few...:)

Ever been in a car wreck?

* no.syukur

Do you have an accent?

* no not really

What is the last song to make you cry?

* note to god

Plans tonight?

* home. tv tv tv

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?

* yeah.

Name 3 things you bought in the last week

* x ingt

Have you ever been given roses?

* yes

Current worry?

* a lot. practical. bla bla bla

Current hate right now?

* myself.? heehe

Met someone who changed your life?

* yes !

How did you bring in the New Year!

*pavilion with boo. listen to some cool music and dancin! hehe

What song represents you now?

* nuthin

Name three people who might complete this?

* i dont care

What were you doing at 12 AM last night?

* sms sayang

What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?

* look at the watch

whats my passion

2010-05-28T10:34:00.004+08:00

the other day
my sis asked me a simple question
whats my passion.the thing i love doing and still love doing till now

well..it makes me think and wonder too
whaaaattt iissss myyyy passsiiioonn...???
hehe as for my sis
she said she wants and looooveee to play piano since she was small
and other music instruments too
now she can play the organ quite well
and she also looooveee cooking...
and she's good at it too

soo..what am good at...or..my passion..??
maybe nothing! heheh
naah i think..deep inside me...my passion is karate
i never quit.but cuz of the time and other things
i have to slow down..
yeah..i was involve in karate since i was in tadika..
then continues in primary school..secondary and a bit when i was in collage
but now.. mmg jarang lah..cuz training in labuan and most of the time im in kl
yeaaah.i can find some training center in kl..buut...its a different style of karate
aaannddd im busy with studies too
its sad that i have to somehow forget about my passion for karate
but it looks like i have no choice =(
i had wonderful years and experience with my lovely karate!
pergi sukma..in n9 and terengganu
met new friends..
a looooooooot that i learn
owh! i miss it!!!!
insyaallah manatau ada masa ada rezeki i will continue insyaallah

huh..well my other passion
is like other gurls..
naah not cooking..
not menjahit or something
its shopping..for handbags and shoes!!
i can go oon and ooooon and ooon
smp kaki retak if it involves shopping for shoes and handbags.hehe
i think i can call it a passion as i've been enjoying and doing it for years and
the love for it is still going strong..:P

nooow..i want to teach myself to love cooking
maybe i can learn from my mom or sister
hehe its not that im lazy or what
but my sis and mom are always in the kitchen
so im not needed there..:P hehehe
maybe nanti laah
pandai lah tu blaja sendiri kan
mula2 dulu pun our mums doesnt really know how to cook
but when the rite time comes.they will know to do it naturally :P
wish me luck ppl :)

okayh laa..
im tired
wanna watch some tv..
bye ppl

a dull holiday

2010-05-28T09:31:00.003+08:00

sickness...sickness please go away
its holiday..for wesak day and here in sabah it continues till tuesday for the kaamatan..:)

a looong and nice holiday cuz my mum is here also at home..
maybe we will go somewhere to kill the boredom! :P

but yeah..maybe its the season..banyak orang sakit..
i had flu..then cough..now fever
haish...but not h1n1...i hope huhu..
just maybe the weather haish..i hate this.my body is aching all over
my head..evrything lah! xpa..saba2..insyaallah i will get well soon..

i had fun last week..me and my crazy sis.. built a tent
belakang rumah ja pun..under a shady tree hehe
but soo close lah to the back door..
we even put fan..lamp and bawak laptop so we can watch movie bfore doozing off..hehe
we slept in the tent for 3 nights.. and it was a nice and somehow creepy experience.
syukur xda apapa jadi hehe...

for now...i have no plans for the holidays
besides my uncle will be dropping by for a few days
so yeah..i dont know what to do
just cherish the moments at home lah rasanya. hehe

urgh...and im missing kl soo much
hehe usually boring2 bleh la kuar tgk movie ka
window shopping till mata bular..
hehe
and i miss my sayang so much! =(
well i was planning to bring him to labuan
to jalan2 around my place
but..he will start his short semester soon..so i dont think he will have the time
nevermind...im gonna be back in the middle of june anyway
so just wait for me ok hun..:)

besides i have to prepare stuff for my practical which will start in july..
baju kurung kena banyak..handbags la..
shoes and heels la..ayaaaaaak! hehe
i hope it will goes smoothly ._.
hehe...okayh la..hope i will have some excitement during the holidays..still waiting for my babes to come back home and maybe have a picnic or sumthin to catch up hehe..

byeee..happy holiday!

survey pagi

2010-05-22T10:06:00.005+08:00

**i Miss doing this!! surveeysss hehehe..:P

What is your name?

**Nurfazeah but i LOoove the name Nurmutiara hehehe

How old are you?

** 22 and a half.. gonna be 23 years old!! aaaaaaargh..im OLD.. :P

What are the 3 electronics you can't live without?
1- laptop !!
2- Handphone
3- TV! i loooveeee tv..muah muah

What is the brand of the phone you are using?

** i used to love samsung bfore.. but now im stuck with Nokia

Have you slept in school before?

** in class..yeah..sbb the subject is so boring...plus stay up late at nite :)

How long are you online in a day?
** at least 2 or 3 hours a day...

How would you describe yourself?
** sensitive. moody. talkative. love to laugh.. love cats. loving.. and caring haha.. what else huh..

What's your favourite topic to talk about?
** anything other than politics.gadgets. and about who is better woman or man.. ouh its never ending so i dont like to start talkin bout it..

Which teacher do you like?
** aloooot.. cikgu mara..cikgu yahya..cikgu hanijah..most of my lecturers..bla bla bla

Who do you think is the most handsomest in your class?
** hehe...now xdak class2 dah..hurmm..i dont know.sometimes muka hensem..perangai elok lg monyet kot.so no comment..

Who are you currently aiming on?
** aiming on what..?? revenge..?? ramai.. haha..naah joking..my aim is my luff.. moe..:D

Do you know a lot of your siblings' secret?
** i have only ONE lil sis.. and i know a bit about her..she is sooo secretive.. hehe

How do you rate your siblings?
**i will give her 8 /10..she is awesome..talented.can cook. can jokes can clean the house..:P and a good sister to me. luff yah!

Are your siblings gorgeous?
** yes she is :D

Do you judge people?
** i tend to judge people quickly but over the years..i learnt that..ppl are different..and they have reasons for acting that way..so even if i tend to have some judgement to them in the first sight..but i wud love to know who they are or why they do such things..then im sure i will change my perception and judgement..:)

Do you run? bile masenye?
** if ppl kejar..or im in a hurry.. and now i run in the house..hehe

Are you lazy to tag people?
** yeah

Who was the last person you spoke on the phone?
** phone..? with sayang last nite.

What is 2 + 2?
** 4 kan..???

Who is your idol?
** my dad and my mom...

Are you a monster?
** i can be one..if im reaaaaaalll mad..:p

Do you play with Barbie dolls?
** i used to love it. and now i play with it once in awhile if im with my lolipop..budak kecik tuh

What was the last movie you watched?
** Sepi. last nite with sis..

What do you think of your English?
** getting better i hope..i learn a lot and i think.english is interesting!!

What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?
** macam biasa..xkan la x pandai bahasa melayu kaan..:P

Who do you hate?
** well.now..no one..:O

Do you love yourself?
** its a love and hate relationship with myself.. hehehe...

Blurt out 5 random words:
i am bored to death!

pelik

2010-05-21T11:12:00.003+08:00

tiba2 ada mood plak to blurt out sumthin in my mind

lgpun boring xdak kerja mo buat..

ada niat mo buat a lot of things...like..start training karate again

but blum sihat sgt

and the training center is like..soo faaar.. =p

so nanti2 lah kot..hehe

for now lepak2 dulu..cuz in july.. practikum starts..kena mengajar for 3 months!!

imagine!! haha..evryday kena buat lesson plan...kena buat teaching materials..

kena jerit2 to the kids.. haha i hope it wud be a FUN xperience for me..:)

okayh la..

just something to say it out

orang nih macam2

tho im not the so friendly kinda person

im usually with the same group of friends and im not good in making new friends

and i dont have the intention to jalan2...carik kawan baru la what la...

mmg thats not me.. so yeah x la byk sgt kawan or experience

but i have come across a few ppl and experience things

ada orang..nmpk pandai..nmpk proper..lembut smua lah

but thats just luaran je lah..

hati busuk..x bleh tgk org lebih sikit..dah menggelabah..cakap macam2..

haish..rugi laaa ko jaga penampilan..nk blakun lembut baik..proper smua tuh

if hati busuk mcm tu dik oi! ehe..so just be yourself lah!

ada jugak some ppl.. nmpk baik..alim..songkok x pernah tanggal lah..tudung smp lutut ..smp kaki kalau boleh..tp tgk porn jugak. mulut..hati..ada jugak hasad dengki..ada jugak rasa malas..xda rasa tanggungjawab..

bawak mulut gak laga2 kan orang...ada jgak umpat2 org and judge ppl

SOME sahaja lah..not all..lgpun ini my own experience..:)

i mean.. ppl mcm ni bukan apa..kita expect and we know diorg msti..

pndai kawal nafsu..x macam aku yg biasa2 ni...x alim! haha

msti byk berzikir..byk sembahyang..so patutnya drpd mengutuk org x tentu pasal

baik bwak sembahyang kan..??

haish...ada tuh boleh plak cakap macam2 depan aku..

tp buat muka alim...mulut cakap benda2 mengarut..

apa laa yg korang cuba nk tunjuk..?? pening lah ngan benda mcm nih..

hehe...maki org ..lebih teruk dari aku yg mmg maki org hari2 nih...

tkejut jugak..hasad dengki tuh lagi tinggi agaknya..cik adik...cik abang..bawak la bersabar k.. korang muka je baik..so org x blame org x bising kot..tp dlm hati korg tau korang sapa and mcamana kan..jgn nak berlagak la OK...

seap boleh cakap dekat org lain..'org mcm ni confirm masuk neraka'

waaaah..ko tu confirm ke masuk SYURGA..?? boleh confirm..boleh yakin..??

aku tgk muka ko pun aku rasa..u still have a loooooooong way to go bfore ko boleh judge org and apatah lg nk kata dia tu confirm g mana2.. heheh LAWAK!

ada jugak org..nmpk jahat..mulut jahat la..bising la

a total opposite of org yg baik2 nih la

but..org mcm ni lagi baik.. in the sense of

they dont easily judge ppl

they have a better heart..xda la plak hasad dengki n nk cakap bukan2

but not all lah

SOME saja jugak..

x smua kan...huhu..

ada org...suka ejek orang...suka merendah2kan orang lain

but if orang ejek dia..cakap sumthin kt dia..

mengamok sakan..marah nak mamp0s

apa barang..ko kutuk org b0leh...org kutuk ko x bleh plak

fair lah kan..hehe u treat ppl dat way..ppl treat u the same way too..:)

im not sayin im perfect or somthin

im not even CLOSE to perfect lah...hehe

but tuh la..better la dr perasan kita ni baik sgt.perfect sgt..and merendah2 kan orang.. kan..:)

this is a random entry

jgn la nak terasa la itu la ini lah

if nak teresa jugak..lantak lah

i dont freakin care.. heheh

just some thoughts lah..nuthin much...:)

im stuck here

2010-05-21T10:52:00.002+08:00

urgh...

cuti oh cuti...!!

i've been waiting so freaking loong for this holiday.. cuz maybe i just dislike classes..:P but when ur here ouh mr.cuti... i feel boring lah pulak!!

im stuck at home...merely cuz im sick ..flu ..fever..cough.stuff like dat..but heey!! not h1n1 okaay..:P

so..yeah....im here at home...x kuar pun..

plus my babes here xda..eton in kk..wawa pun still in kk..

liya sick.and evryone is busy with their own thing..

plus..i dont really have the mood to go out and jalan2...

next week kaamatan..so most of ppl here pegi kk la rasanya

huhu.i dont have plans yet for the holiday..cuz mum is working

mo balik tawau pun..hurrm...mcm x jak...:(

so im stuck here

boooooriingg...

thank god ada my sis...and my kucing

sis masak evryday so i can rest..:P hehehe

n kucing gumuk tuh...makes me laugh always..

risau jgak if tringt result exam..but xpa enJOy duluu..!!

x sabar jgk mo balik kl..

but balik kl pun xda apa mo buat...no class nuthin much to do

my friends smua pun blah balik kmpg

my sayang ja la ada sana..but dia pun ada kelas .. @_@

okay lah saja mo membebel sini

happy h0liday ppl

hope u have a more interesting one than mine..:P

im gonna make it interesting..just tgu the gurls balik n bkumpul sini ramai2 laaa hehehe

simple

2010-05-16T11:58:00.003+08:00

ouh... its teachers day?!

okay..soo i just wanna wish

HAPPY TEACHER's DAY!!

to :--

*my teachers in tadika...yg tahan ngan my kerenah..but i didnt cry when i was in tadika okaaaay..im a gud lil gurll :P

*to my primary teachers. teach me so much..one of the great experiences i had..

*my high school teachers...ouh i had awesome years in SM.ST.Anne..:D

i love aaaaaaaaalllll of my teachers there..cikgu yahya..cikgu mara..ms Janet..cikgu hanijah...:) thank u so so much

*lecturers in Maktab and Um..:) i love the experience and i learn so so much...how to be a good and better teacher. im soo gonna miss collage life..:(

* the greatest teacher..my mom and late dad..that have been teaching me since..im a baby..:P so..u are still my number 1 teacher.. mom..u inspired me to be a teacher..thank you.... and late dad..i guess i get this feeling of 'sayang n suka budak2' from u..cuz u are sooo loving and fun with kids..tho my late dad look fierce..:P i miss u dad..:(

* to my friends...teacher-to-be.. i know all of u will be great teachers...i hope me too..:P so yeah keep it up.. and rock the kids world ok..hehe..:P

* to my karate sensei..u guys teach me a lot! and thats why i still love karate to death and try to come back to that sport...=p thank you so much! i've been to so many tournaments..sukMa and stuff..dapat aall the experience and i cudnt do it without u sensei..:) thank u!

* and to anyone..who had teach me anything in any way..ur kind of a teacher too!!! hehe so thank u

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!

dont u get it

2010-05-15T15:58:00.003+08:00

if ur not in the situation or ever have that feeling
u will not fuckin understand the pressure.the stress the feeling of degradation
so dont just say words that u dont know how it effect on people
or u urself never intend to try and do it
its fucking hard to face it...especially its from U!

whats the option..? run..? i fuckin wish i can..
hide..? no place to hide..so yeah..i guess i just have to bear with it and face the reality.. i shud have known better. shud have expect it from u..its just that sometimes i feel there is the feeling of respect or pity for me..
but NO! none of that from u..so yeah what the heck
im gonna be cold. as cold as i can ever be.. i will. i fuckin will treat u the same way u treat me... thats all...

here i am--again!

2010-05-15T09:38:00.004+08:00

hey heeey
here i am again
h-0-m-3 !!!

tho the internet is damn slow
and its kinda boring here
but still...i miss this place soo much
all the beloved things and ppl are here
even my freakin fat and cute cat is here
aaawh..soo i guess i'll be bloggin again to kill my time

a long holiday awaits
have no plans so far..gonna be stuck at h0me
till ma gurls are back

im missing those other ppl tho.. my guppies. wish u all a wonderful and happyyy holidaaaY!!
cohort 4 friends as well.. dont think bout the exam results for now. just chiilll..:)
malls in kl. i miss u! hehe
and ...
my other half..:)
im missing u lah sayang..
a month and a half to go..we will survive..:P dont be notty laaa hehe
xoxo love yaH!

anyway. happy holiday t0 all ok!
see u anytime soon..:D

whats up whats up.

2010-02-11T16:03:00.003+08:00

**heeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyy people...whats up!
i miss my blog
its not dat im busy or what..
its just that..im l.a.z.y to update ma blog
yesss..dats the right word... lazy.. besides.. i've been caught up with doing business for the keusahawanan subjek..
its interesting anyway..besides best bila dapat jual2 barang

**my team and i are selling gelang.. one for rm8 and 2 for rm15
whoever interested can contact me..:P area um or kl la
snang sikit.. hehehe its not under me.. we are doing it for the subject..:)

**besides that.. me and the gurls have been up to some fun stuff..
saja ja nak chill lepak2 spend time sama2..:P
last week we went to pavilion..jalan2 and take pics.. which aaallll of us like to do..! cuz ryna and me just bought a new camera!! i looooooooooooveeeeeeeeeee it..:)
its pink and ryna's is silver.. make good use of it ryna! hehe
best..round2 pavilion took pics..every corner every stairs.. smua amik pics..:P i really enjoyed the sessions.. here are some pics.. :D

**besides all the fun we had after the allowance masok
my sayang and i also had some fun
as i promise that we wud go and have fun in genting sincee...like...last year..:P
so when i had the holiday last week.. me and him went to genting..
its a really2 nice and fuuuuuuuuuuun Xperience la kan sayang..

**when we reach there its really cloudy..or they call it wet weather..not all of the rides are open. thank god around 11 the weather gets better and we starts the journey..
we started of with the cocksrew roller coaster ride.. omg! its my first time and its really2 killing my heart! hehe.. its scary and guess what..!! we continue with the SPACE SHOT ride.. the one where it goes uuuuuuuuuuuppppppppp in the air then whooooooooosssssssshhh... it goes down! we are lucky that when ever we Q..not soo many ppl are there on the line.. then jalan2 take pics and play some games..

**we go to the mall.. we go play on the haunted house in the mall.. and its spooky i tell u!! i scream laa about 100 times.. hehe.. there is one lady crying to go out.. she wants to faint i think hehe.. at least im not that bad sah habibi..:P
then we go jalan2 and take pics smp penat and go back h0me.. at first the bus ticket dah habis.. i panic like crazy!! nasib baik ada jugak tiket. a nice weekend indeed.. now planning to go with my crazy gurls plak!!!

~~now its holiday time already!!! mid term break or the chinese new year!! gong xi fa cai to all my chinese friends and to who ever is celebrating it okay.. have a splendid new year...take care and see u back soon.. jgn lupa limau mandarin..:P
to all my crazy coursemates and frens.. have a joyful holiday!!! have fun cuz after this we will be working our ass off for the ko0K day..for the assignments and looadsss more....

~~as for me i cant wait to go back to my hometown!! meet my mum and my cat!!
going back with sis..uwii..i will have great nice times i hope..:D
byee...till then..

-suka-hati-fafa-

risk that im taking

2010-01-29T03:27:00.002+08:00

nothing is secured. sure. especially the future
haish. thinking bout future makes ma head spins! i make me hate to grow old. . . :P

well..
i know nothing is sure. nothing but death (quoted from fiera..:D)
but then its all about taking the risk i guess

all i can say is
i just wanna be with u.
i can try to give my all to be with u
cuz i dont want to have the feeling of broken hearted again. :)
but im trying and taking risks and praying for the best. .

cuz i just wanna be with u..:)

p/s: i --- miissss-- yooouuu.. ! xoxo

weekends

2010-01-24T23:22:00.002+08:00

weekends are here..well.. almost the end of it
sunday will end soon. :(
but i had a great weekend i may say. . .
like i wish for (and the rest of cohort 4).. the allowance masok jugaaak akhirnyaaa
syukuurr... semua happy laaa...it was out on friday lagik
so petang friday tuh me & some of ma gurls went to sunway pyramid.
siti syIma ryna and me
kaki bengkok la sbb jln byk sgt.
it was a nice trip..shopping few new stuff.. and i love the sandal that i bought!
so in love with it

saturday and sunday was mom and sis mode
went to movies with them
avatar..well..at first i hesitate cuz i thought the movie mcm kartun and im soo not a fan of such movies but sis la paksa hehe
then after i watch mmg standing ovation for the movie
5 starts! the visual and evrything is nice
im..bein the usual fafa..emo la dlm tuh..mulot bising when the war scene ehhe
afta that mamam2 n jalan2 at capsquare
its a new mall i guess so not much to see..

today we went for breakfast and then went to sogo
awal2 pagi dah ramai orang
so the shopping spree begin
and i so fall in love with this one handbag
we are destined to be together i tell u! so i bought it and im sooo happy
bought myself few other stuff
but cuz ramai org so x smpt sgt nk walk around + survey betol2
xpa xpa..nti leh shopping at times square lagi..:p

esok kelas ! urgh..!! but hooww..dah mmg life as student hehe
so better go to sleep now fafa
how was evryone weekends..? sure best jugak kan..take care!
weeelll...im missing my boo so much
he's still in riyadh..few more days to come..:(
i dont know..i just miss him.. so hun..i miss u! come back quick laaa..:P

hurrm...what else to buy huh..im still thinkin..still thinkin..still thinkin.. he he

10 days wont be long..right..?

2010-01-21T22:48:00.002+08:00

wUhuuu..
had the chance to meet my mum yesterday...
:) :)
what a relief..with sis too..
glad ur doing ok sis..
anyway...syukur the 'bisnes' with mum dah settle..
yeay yeay.. ! !
then tiba2 my boo said he have something to tell me..
and he did

he said..'im going back to riyadh.. tomorrow. at 10'
im quite blur when i heard that...
sad of course.. but i try to be cool.. haha
xkan nak nangis.. kena la cover..
so.. i did send him to the airport.. meet him and said goodbye
nvermind... 10 days only.. im gonna be okaaay..
and hope u have fun with ur family sayang..:D
be good! hehe.. gonna miss u.
muax muax

im reaaalllyyy hoping that the allowance will be out soon
like tomorrow or tonite maybe..:P
so i can enjoooy....beside my mum will be here on the weekends.
perlu la joli and shopping! hihi
happy weekend to evryone. tho esok i still have one more class :P

take care ppl. muax muax

i have your back sis!

2010-01-20T00:55:00.002+08:00

heyloo.. yeap yeap.. this is the sec0nd entry for tonite.. cuz of the overdose mood of blogging...:)
i just have to let it out.

well..last weekend i planned to meet my sis.
lama x jmpa! rindu konon..:P
but then i got her sms.. before the actual time to meet her
and it was shocking. really. im shocked.
and im so sad to hear it. so teros g midV jmPa sis..
tho penat balik picnic but i know she needs me

she's facing somethin really hard and down for her
i know it hurts and the pain
thats why i wanna be there for her
thats the least i can do.. really. if i can take the pain from her.. i will take it.trade it or whatsoever as long she doesn't get hurt.. but life is just like that
cruel u may say.. but it makes you stronger.
:(
we met and talk and cry it out
oh my. im telling u its not easy to see my sis cry
but she really cry.. i mean really cry.
so it hurts me more. and i cry with her too.
i just dont know what to say to comfort her
only advices. advices.
"be strong. im here for u. u can face this"
but i know.i know deep down it still hurt like hell
i know it cuz i experienced it before. and having someone by ur side helps a bit.
i love u sis. u know that and i know u can go thru this
i hope u are strong to face this okay
i have ur back.. here for u. . will do anything for u (cuz ur my only sis :P)

syukur mama came here petang td (tiba2 kena dtg kl)
and now sis is with my her. and i know mom gives the best advice
i know my sis is in gooooood hands now..:)

and sayang..thank u. so so much.. for being there for me too.
moe came and took my sis and me in midV.. he just wanna talk to her. and when my sis cry again when she talk to moe.. i cry even harder.. gosh!
then we went to pavvy.. at least to cheer my sis..so she will not feel sad all the time..jalan2.. moe joke around to maker her laugh..tgk movie 'spy next door' then he sent us home-- to my sis's place.
thanx hun for ur effort.i really appreciate it.and thanx for not running away after u saw me cry like crazee..my eyes are like frogs eyes..red face.red nose n evrything. ur still there for me.. thank u :)

life. is so so unpredictable . but what can u say? what can you do?but to accept it, and live with it..dont surrender cuz its just ur fate. accept it..redha ja..:)

sis. i love u! dont worry. u will be fineeee..
muax! muax! see u this weekend and we will have a blast with mum ok!

picnic ! !

2010-01-20T00:33:00.002+08:00

helllOooo..:D
u know what..last saturday..kami pegi picnic at Frim selayang..
to celebrate bday faiz..(idea awek dia..ct sifir..:P)
and cuz nk merasa picnic2 and mandi2 air terjon!
seronoooooook fun and best!!
about 11 yg pegi..with 3 cars..

mcm biasa..preperation kna la masak.. goreng2 bihun.nugget.sandwhich jak.
finger food la katakan..! and as always we planned to go at 7! but then 8.30 baru gerak.. haha.. but the journey was ok.syukur.

smp sana..amik2 pics. (sesi wajib)
makan isi perut then terus gebuuussshh dalam air.. sgt sejuk ok air dia..!
mdaki plak pegi puncak air terjun tuh.when i reach there and mandi bawah air terjun deras tuh..wow..it feels amazing lah! i dont know what to say..i loovee the feeling..
:) :)

theeen... birthday session.. nyanyi2.potong kek. buang faiz dlm air.simbah pasir..ktawa2.. my friends smua sah sah gilaaa..so perot sakit ketawa memanjang. :P besides smua dh rasa mcm family mcm adik bradik.. best gila. mcm family gathering plak.. huhuu...
~~faiz. happy birthday! untung hang dpt ct..dpt gi picnic on ur bday
~~my crazy friends. thanks for the gooood goood time..next time Ulu yam plaK! haha (mana gamak nk cekau duet!)

lovely day. balik tetido + mamai dlm kreta cuz penat sgt.. hehe
i sure enjoyed and loove the trip..
insyaallah nti ada masa pegi lagi.. weeeeehuuu!!

p/s: lgpon kita tinggal stahun ja lg nk enjoy sama2..:(

--photos will be added later.due to the lembab internet. alaa..tgk FB sudah!

:) nite.

suprise dirancang

2010-01-15T16:11:00.002+08:00

hoping for a good and relax weekend! Wuhuu..will definitely have soome fun! ! Hope smua slamat & bjln lncar jgak.. Haish mode shopping jaa but dwit plak xda lg..mana laaa elaun neh..

my checklist.......... for 2010

2010-01-09T09:34:00.003+08:00

welcome 2010! welcoomeeeeeeee!!!

i had a great new year's eve..
we went to pavilion and watch the fireworks there
had a late nite dinner and went h0me
i love the experience..:)

biasa la.. new years come with new resolutions la konoon
azaaam azaam azaam
but x brubah jugak kan
manusiaa..biasa la tuh..
so apa azam this year..? hope smua bleh capai..
as for me.. heheheh
ada la few azamS ...:..:

* to be a better person.(better daughter/sister. better person as a muslim. as a student.)

* be a good driver this year. drive sloooow. no speeding mcm gila dah..:p

* be wise with money, kurangkan boros and bijak urus duit..

* be healthy

* lose some freakin weight..:P

* score better this sem.

* less hatred to d ppl i hate. haha

* be more matured. i wanna be positive even in baad bad situations cuz i know it will help

* still my azaaam is to enjoy every bit of life expecially with my cohort 4 friends cuz we will not be together for long.graduation will be here soon....

these are my azam list and it my checklist.. hopefully at the end of the year i will achieve half of it.insyaAllah.. i wish good luck to whoever yg ada azam jugak tuh.. u can do it! !
bye bye

fafa suka hati
muax muax

999.. bye 09

2010-01-09T01:19:00.006+08:00

happy new year! :)) wish u aaaaaaalll the best in this year
i know its a lil too late but we are still in the new year mode kan..:)
bfore this busy. so didnt even get the time to blog.

its my first week of the sem..first week of new year in kl. here goes another fight as a student..:O

yah..i must say 2009 is one interesting year for me. why?! :

-- i tried doing new things. being adventurous ! i like the experience..

--i start to blog. nut punya ideaaa and i loove it since then..:)

-- trip to JB yg sangat best. dapat drive. dapat perasan jadi tourist. dapat panjat pokok kelapa. and buat karipap serta berangan kahwin :)

-- my frens and i become movie maniacs! watched almost all the nice movies together!

-- charade is the game! gila main charade for a while in 09. its was crazy fun and funny okaaaay.. i miss it.. :(

-- AIM! Hujan rainger's... last year..i was a rainger yg bguna.. heheh support all their avtvt..gathering and stuff.. wohoo even hang out ngan Noh salleh yg cool tuh.. :D

-- watched one of the best theater. Putri gunung ledang with my best buddy Naaaeeemmm!!!

-- cut my hair.d shortest! in 4 years..

-- was my last semester in Maktab Perguruan Ilmu khas.4 years in there was so superb and wonderful. i miss it

-- had a crazy fun pangkor trip with my course mates. once in a lifetime!! love u guys!

--last year in Bintang mas condo. the packing and moving was all sad and saaaaaad... i still wish we still live there...its such a nice place..tooo nice to let it gooooooooooooo...

--Life in Um started! ! feel soo alone at first. soo so alone in this big campus. but cohort 4 family is still around :)

-- pindah rumah baru.. jauuh sgt dr rumah lama..but we survive.its quite nice

-- jmpa lecturer yg pelbagai ragam..rasa nak sepak. terajang pun ada..rasa nak muntah pun ada.. MACAM2 wa cakap lu

--make new friends and i met hIm...yeah and he is my boyfriend now..:)

--sakit demam panas yg sangat teroooook. sgt terok ok!

--mum pegi haji. alone at h0me. wuhuh. not so nice experience.

-- another great year with my friends, family, love ones. bye 2009 and evrything in it. may all the love happynes. wealth and health will still be with me in 2010..:)

hope u guys had a great 2009 too!

-- first day of this semester :D --

show off.

2010-01-05T22:41:00.003+08:00

it makes me sick..really sick to my stomach
to see u
putting that mask of urs
being fake
and making everyone happy.
makes me sick
get real. get real
its reality.

wanna be an angel in front of everyone..?
then..world and reality are not for u.
go find ur dream land. live there. be happy.
show off. just plain show off.
of how one can deceive others by putting a a mask on their face..another mask..another mask and another mask..
go on. we will see till when it will hold on.
we will see...
good luck.thats all i can say.

2010-01-04T21:47:00.001+08:00

now my blog is so ugly
cuz of the freaking comments cant function
who knows what to do! tell me pleaseee
urgh!!
i try evrything
so later i will update and try to freakin fix this prob

so much in my mInd
so much in my heart
just so much
too crowded too much
please just stop for awhile
i wanna breathe.

ten ten ten

2009-12-29T12:44:00.002+08:00

a loong one i may say!
tag-survey tiimmeee..
ouh ya friends.dont be mad cuz im relaxing here n doing this
i still wish im there with u guys!! :P

TEN FAVORITES
01.television show: grey's anatomy. mark sloan never fail to make me drooL! !

02.flower: roses lah kot

03.color: Black.WhiTe n blue

04.sport: karate

05.mall: times square

06.music: more to RnB

07.food: kerabu mangga!

08.season: spring & autumn

09.animal: cat cat

10.city: i dont know. n0ne so far

TEN FACTS
01.hometown: labuan !

02.hair color: black with a lil brown

03. hair length: now. long la

04.hair style: straight

05.eye color: dark brown

06.shoe size: 4 or 5

07.mood: kinda. piss off

08. orientation: straight as it can be! haha

09.available?: naah..not anymore. taken taken & happy wif it..:)

10.lefty/righty: right laaa

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
01.have you ever been in love: yess..:)

02.do you believe in love: of course!

03.when did your last relationship fail?: last year.

04. have you ever been heartbroken: ouh yess and ouch.i dont want that !

05.have you ever broken someone's heart: i dont know. i dont think so

06. have you ever fallen for your best friend: yeah. my ex.

07.have you ever loved someone but never told them: no no. i will tell.for sure.

08. are you afraid of commitment: no. i will be ready when i think i am

09.have you ever had a secret admirer: yeah during my schooooll years

10.do you believe in love at first sight: i think so. 50-50

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT
01. love or money: love and m0ney?! ouh greeedy me

02. hard liquor or beer: none for me

04. one night stands or relationships: relationship is cooler. hehe

05. television or internet: here in labuan. TV! cuz d internet sucks .haha

06. pepsi or coke: coke is better

07. wild night out or romantic night in: wild nite wit my gurls..romantic nite wit my huney

08.colored or black and white pictures: colored laa

09.phone or in person: in person.

10.aim or friendster: now its facebook rite

TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
01.have you ever been caught sneaking out: n0pe. im a gud gurl i am..:P

02.have you ever skinny dipped: nah nah

03.have you ever done something you regret: loads. mistakes to be learn from

04.have you ever bungee jumped: NO! i dont think i will ever do it. im kinda afraid of height hehe

05.have you ever been on a house boat: no no

06.have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: giLa.. no no

07.have you ever wanted someone so badly : yes.

10.have you ever been caught by your parents doing it? : doing whaat..? no nooo

TEN EMOTIONS
01.are you missing someone right now? : yeah. frens back in UM! my huneey. my sis..bla bla

02.are you happy: most of the timesss

03.are you talking to anyone right now: mom.

04.are you bored: sometimes

05. are you german: no.no.

06.are you irish: no. but i love irish guys!

07.are you french: no.

08.are you Italian: their guys are hot rite?

10.do you like someone right now : i like ppl that.makes me happy...

survey on the way--cuz i dont have class to attend to (^_^)

2009-12-29T11:53:00.006+08:00

1. If you could spend one Ringgit in 5 minutes, what would you spend on?
> drinks?! mineral pon jadila hehe

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
> usually movies. internet. hang outs

3. Do you believe in karma?
> yes yes!

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
> my handbags collection. my clothes!

5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
> yeah.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
> no cant do. tho we hate to admit.but money is everything. (ok dont start bout the happynes n stuff)

7. Do you know your BMI (Body Mass Index)?
> now.. no.i dont want to know! haha

8. What do you feel like doing right now?
> relax in my cold room.watch movie.(ouh my frens are soo gonna hate me) :P

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
>yeah i did confess and see where i am now! in happy land..:P

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
> no one tag me. i curi this survey from erma's blog. 3 thngs bout erma! weirdo. small! and policeman addict?! haha

11.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is kind?
> she is a kind friend. she gave us food. haha

12. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
> she is good in finding Modal! haha

13. Are you left-handed or right-handed?
>right

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
> sandwich tuna!

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
> happy la yg penting. rich but if ada cancer. hehe

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
> me..? pemalas boleh..? or clumsy hehe

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
> her.

18. What is your dream pet?
> i love the hairy cat. hehe persian cat!

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
> me..? bubbly maybe haha

20. If you have a million ringgit,what would you do?
> house. car. bla. bla.

great weekend please don't Go. . .

2009-12-29T01:19:00.002+08:00

its about my weekend.obviously!
i had another great days.weekend.after the one i spent in my kampong
this week...cuti lama sket..christmas! and my fav cousin..@ my brother come to visit
yeay ! ! its fun having him around

we made pancakes for bfast..haha..
i was noisy in d kitchen cuz i kinda forget how to make pancakes
but at last we made goooddd pancakes..delicious i tell u! hehe..:)
trip to d beach + beli soto pedaaass... ehhehe
makan ramai2 at my aunt place and abng n my other boy cousins went out for fishing trip
and till now..i still dont know where are the fish that they caught..(or maybe u guys didnt catch any) :P
malam 25th we had a lil party..my cousin..from my dad's side birthday..yesss his birthday is on christmas! hehe so i had fun gathering around with my family..
hurrm..then ahad.after some shopping.window shopping . we sent abang wawie off..he went back to kk..:(
hope to see u around soooon abang wawie! hehe
kita btanding sapa lagi chubby..:P

ouh ya! i had a haircut too! now dah shooort sikit
compare to the looong one bfore...dah x larat nk jaga..:P
im comfortable with ma new hair now..
the last time i cut my hair was in january 2008.

today class started actually and im feeling guilty like crazzyy for not being there
and also i kknow im missing a loot of fun! haish
i wish im there..miss my small cute house.miss my guppies. my frens yg superb! urgh.
but no choice.no ticket..siap delay lagi flite..hah
but i bought stuufff for my guppies.n d ppl yg pesan2
glad smua selesai..

buutt..i feel kinda sad also to leave my mum..after spending greaaatt time with her.
haish..:(
nevermind few more semeseter then i will be out and insyaallah ada rezeki dapat posting sabah..theeen i can be with mom!
besides i guess my mum will be coming to kl anytime soon!

room.house.and evrything inside it.. im gonna miss u!
cindai my garfield! i miss u so much.its hard to leave u cute cuddly cat!
and mom..i wish i dont have to go and leave u alone but..insyaallah we will meet again n maybe my sis will be coming home in jan or feb. reallyy hope so!

tomorrow or lusa will start packing.
hehe.
take.care people.
-fafa-

the holiday

2009-12-23T07:55:00.004+08:00

Heey heeey..
Its 23rd dec today and my holiday will come to an end soon!
I kinda hate it but I kinda love it too ;p
I think everyone has the same feeellliiing ritee…

--‘hate’ cuz we have to go back to collage.start new sem . all stress up and leave our comfort zone (home-family- money –and free food) haha

--‘love’ cuz..well..we also miss collage life and miss aaalll our superb frens. So we are excited to meet them and see wats new. Hehe

I had a great holiday recently..balik kampong trip
Balik tawau and meet aaaaall my family over there.. my love ones..ouh gosh.. I just love the feeling
Nenek and atuk still d same.. sambal belacan yg supeeerr pedaasss is still nenek all time pro at.
Uncles and aunts smua…cousins..meriah la rumah
Almost 18 or 20 of us at a time..hehe..
And I also meet my lollipop..the budak kecik I miss soo soo much.
She’s gonna be in year 3 next year.. still d same cuddly comel budak kecik.

I had a great journey too. Dah lama x naik bot balik kmpg..hehek..
Yeah ! ! when i was there..im kinda like the baby sitter..
The kids..there are 4 kids..syukur ada 4 ja.haha
They like it when I give them attention.play with them n stuff
I even mandikan n bath the kids..feed them..gosh I feel like im a mother already!
and its haard im telling you..:P
But a wonderful n great experience for me cuz
The kids are so so adorable & funny
U wont believe the words, the actions and the thoughts that came out from these kids..
Sooo naïve..soo clueless.urgh I just love being around kids
Im gonna miss them much lah. Nanti next time jmpa msti smua sudah besar2.. hehe..
Thanks to my grandparents.mom.and aaaall my family in tawau for making my holiday a great one.. :)
insyaallah next year jmpa lagi..wuhuuu…

one baaad baaad news…
well d results of ma exam are out. And my pointer droooooooooop like crazy
im telling u.
no one to be blame but maself la kan..
(well..and some lecturers! )
haha.. im disappointed at myself actually and mad !
but the great holiday mood just cover the sad.mad and disappointment I guess..
cuz after getting d freakin result ..i went to tawau wit mum
so the saaad mode just disappear
nevermind. Next sem I will try to do much better.
Insyaallah. Fafa! No more playin games, last minutes works and stuff! (:P)

Im alone actually..my mum pegi kl..agaiiin..
Right after she came back from tawau..on Saturday..now she’s in kl
To meet my sis n meetings n stuff..
And im going back to kl on d 30th 0r 31st
Cuz now there are so many flights being delayed or cancel
Just the chaos of new year & Christmas here
The new sem starts on da 28th but I reallyyy have no choice.. the only flight that is available is on d 30th
Haish.. mati la kena marah ngan kak fazlyn..:P haha

Guppies..i cant wait to meet u gurls and catch up!
Cohort 4..welcome the new sem with a huugee smile.. at least we don’t have to deal with POPO the Ular anymore ! ! haha
Syukur alhamdulillah
I just hope the lecturers for the new sem are cool. Nice and fair
Good luck for the new sem guys

So long. Take care. Muax muax.

few days off.

2009-12-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

i will be away
im going back to my grandparents house in tawaauu
yeehaaa!! excited gila cuz over a year x balik
rindu everyone there..xpecially nenek and her extremely pedas samBal belacan
and my lolipop@ budak kecik tuh
im soo close with her since she was small.
skang sudah darjah 3 and i heard she can cook n0w! amazing laH!
hehe

esok journey awal..at 8am going off to kk already
then at 1 baru pegi tawau..
will be off from the cyber world for a while
will miss facebooK.ym. and ma blog of course..:)
see u when i see u
im gonna enjoy my trip this time
tho my days are ruin by some bad news + stoopid act +unlucky of me

p/s: i wanna cut my hair. SHORT! shoulder lenght maybe but still i have not decide.
any suggestions.?
well.. i see that i ppl cant comment my blog..even i cant comment on it. nevermin cuz i dont know how to FIX it. haha..i tried but it fails. so whatever. hope u guys are enjoying ur holidays. or exams as well..
take care

muax.

whatEver

2009-12-12T10:05:00.000+08:00

things are so gonna change
i hate it
i dont like it
but do i need to accept it..??

im putting this smiley face
but then.
my heart is aching to burst and just shout
stooooooooooooppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!
uurrrghhh ! i dont know what to do..what to say
i dont know ...ME~!~!

f*ck it. whatever!

the homecoming

2009-12-10T23:15:00.004+08:00

heeeeellooooo

my mum is here! my mum is here! ooppss...fafa..dont be too excited..:P
syukur alhamdulillah my mum arrive safely. she is okay..doing well.. just coughin a lil.. but the journeey of waitiiing for my mum was crazy! the flight was delay..
suppose to arrive at 4.40.. but it arrives at 5.30..bla bla bla..take d bags n evrything...6.30 pm baru my mum kluar...imagine! im waiting there for my mum!! its killing me to waaaiiitt...ehe but i know i have to bersabaaaaaarr..
after we settled evrything in the airport..finally i get to reallyy meet my mum..
i get to huuug heeeeerrrrrrrrrrr..and kiisss her!!! it feels soo good..:)

then we speeeed off back home to my uncle's house..
sbb kenduri doa selamat was held there.. my uncle,his wife n my mum sama2 pegi haji...
so buat doa selamat skali la..
jmpa smua orang..then doa..and makan2..

i was busy helpin out to clean n evrything...
after that baru la balik rumah..
at home pun..some guests came to meet my mum and just to see how she is doing...
my mum have a lil difficulty to adjust to the time here.. jet lag la kot.. heheh
kesian.. 2 3 pagi pun x ngantok lg.. dah siang skit bru ngantok...

today..my mum yg insist wanna go out n chill..
i was like..'maaak..rehaat laa..take some reesstt...sleeep..'
she dont want.. she wants to settle a lot of things here
so we did went out..settle smua..i pay my rent
go for facial and shopping a bit..:D
i miiisssss it.. i cant believe my mum is here
im used to be alone all this while..now ada my mum
wuhuuuu..soo happy
and better newwwwsss!! im going back to tawau! to my grandparents house next weeeeeeeeeeekkkkkkk!!!!!!!! atok & nenek buat kenduri ..cuz 4 of their children baru bali haji..my aunts n uncle la..so msti havoooc gilaa..
im so excited to go home..bole jmpa grandparents! adik kecik si comeel and my coussiinsss... :D
so sad my sis cant join us..:(

i had great days here..which makes me..kinda..think less about the exam results that are about to be announce soon.very soon im telling u!
im enjoying my holiday as much as i can..
hope my friends are also enjoying their holidaayss..:)
take care.. !

P-e-N-a-T ! !

2009-12-08T22:16:00.002+08:00

holllaaa...its TUesday... and my mom is coming back tomorrow..
ya ALlah im just soo happy and excited..wanna hug my mum!
almost 2 months i didnt meet my mum..since she went to haj..

and as planned..i wake up early today..(well not so early la)
at 8 am.. hehe..and i rush to go to the nearest shop cuz i ran out of credit..
that was when i got a call from my cousin.. abang chipto..
askin me to get ready..cuz we are going to Pasar at 9 to buy the stuff for kenduri doa selamat esok.. i was kinda not prepared cuz i thot we are going a bit later..
rush la balik rumah and get ready...

then..d first prob.. nak kuar duit at the atm..i can only withdraw 50! i dont know wats wrong..d balance ada lagi. but i can only withdraw 50...gila streesss...50 dapat beli apa jaa!! syukuur abang chipto got some extra money.. haishh so we proceed la to the pasar.. so i was suppose to buy aalll the vegetables.. and guess what!!
i lost my purse!!! could my day be any worse!!
i dont know how it slip from my hand..
i stress gilaaa..i try to look for it.. and go around
and gueeessss what agaaain!!
i found my purse.. on the floor! thank god xda org ambik...
it was like..quite hidden under few boxes
syukuurr alhamdulillaaaah...
i was imaganing the worst!!! if betul la d purse hilang
mmg kena leter mama laaa...

then we went on to buy other stuffs...done!
balik rumah..rest a few mins.. kna kemas rumah plak
vacuum.. mop..lap pasu2..lap windows.. kemas bilik..
thank god my cousin and uncle were there to help me too
if not..boleh retak pinggang buat kerja tuh smua! syukur dah settle.. h0pe my mom will be glad to see the house soo cleaaan and shining haha

around 3 pm... 2 crazy chicks..anie and waney came by to my house.. to send me PIZzzaaa..! weeeeehuuu!! anie msg me eaaarrly in d morning... she wanted to bring me lunch and she wants to treat me pizzaaaa..but cuz of the buzzzinneess..i cant go la join them.. so.. they are being sooo sweet..bringin the pizza to me.. they drop by a lil while..we chat they they toook ooooff.. thanks much gurls..:D

petang tuh continue cleaning d lawn a lil..then my cousin...abg chipto call
inviting me to come over his house for dinner tonite.. aik..weiirdd.. hehe
maybe cuz he wants me to meet his fiance.. and he said he is cookin sumthin special.so i did go..and i had a great dinner..ikan panggaaang..kailaan..ayam goreng..sluurrpp..:P thanks bang for the dinner!! i went home cuz it was raining like crazzzyyy.... so now im in my home sweet home..ALONE..ops noo..i have my cat here by my side..:)

now..fafa! move ur ass and go to sleep! i had a pretty..well..rough day to begin with..but thenn a goood day to end with..:D
esok wake up ealy..help out with d stuff for kenduri, potong bawang, goreng ikan, bla bla blaa then kemas rumah for the last time.. and at 4 pm i will go to the airport to meet my mom!! wuhuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ya Allah..permudahan la perjalanan mama and mudahan mama sampai dgn selamat .. amiiiin..:)

im here..in my bed.. being online and eating cold papaya.. feels soo good..ha ha..!
okay la..dats all my journey for today..haish...hope esok will be better and will runs smoothly...:P

p/s: sayaaaaaang..i miss u baa..:(

countdown. hectic. headache la!

2009-12-07T20:02:00.002+08:00

helllooo...
wuuuhuuu..weeee weee!!
im excited actually! my mum is coming back on wednesday..
one more daaaay... wuhuu wuhuuu..:)
insyaallah.. i really pray that perjalanan my mum dipermudahkan and selamat untuk balik ..:D

but theeen... im gonna be reaallyy reallyy busy
starting tomorrow.. its tuesday!
i have to clean the whooolleeee house
make sure its cleaaan and SHINY.. goossh..
i hope i have the energy..
some help from my cousin & uncle will make it a lot easier for me..:)

then i have to clean the lawn too!
believe me my mom
have loooaaddsss of plantss.. trees and flowers
so i have to ensure..one more time.. ENSURE that all of them are in good shape when my mum comes back..cuz my mum loves them so so much.. (my mum is obses with plants & flowers ! !)
and then.. there is the small pond to clean to..
im not sure if the fish are still alive..hehehe..i hope they are still in there swimming happily.. ;p

sapu lantaaaii..mooop lantaaii..kemaas biliikk.biliik biliikk...
kemass dapurr..fridge.. toilet lagik.. aaall these are whats intall for me tomorrow..so anyone around here wanna help me..just tell me..u are sooo welcome..:P

ouh NO! it doesnt STOP theeree...
on wednesday..when my mum and my aunts and uncle came back from haji
ada kenduri doa selamat sikit..so
i will be busy handling and managing it too..
have to go out buy some stuff to be cook.. and help out with the kenduri
cut the chicken.meat and stuff...
seeee.hhoooowww hectic my life will be..
gosh..i hope i have the energy ..
redbull + livita + 100 plus will help..! !
soo wish me luck and pray for me okay thay evrything runs smoothly..
the most important thing..i want my mum to arrive safely.. insyaAllah..
then i can spend time with my mum and listen to her stories..of what happens there..

okay.. i guess i have to go to bed early today..
so i will have the energy i need tomorrow..
bye bye byee...gooood nite..
muax.

2009-12-05T21:17:00.001+08:00

sakit hati la
hal kecik

tp saya sakit hati!!!

2009-12-05T11:03:00.002+08:00

esok AHAD
ada 4 or 5 kenduri kahwin kena pegi and attend
but
the-problem- is!

saya x bawak balik baju kurung. baju kurung smua tinggal kat KL!
haaiissh.. sapa lagi..now i can only blame myself.. cuz masa packing tu demam panas gila so mmg otak x betol skit smp lupa bawak balik baju kurung..

how..?! pakai baju kurung mama lah mcm ni..tp besar sikit..(cheh..bajet badan sendiri kecik..haha)

pakai baju kurung adik?! ( takot sempit x muat! ) :P

pakai blause with skirt jak lah..?! buuuutt mcm x proper utk kenduri kahwIN...

laaaaaaaasssst solution.. x pyah pegi kenduri kawin tuh.. Ha Ha Ha..:P

insyaallah i can find a solution.. hopefully by 2moro. hehe.
bye!

rasa tenang

2009-12-04T11:49:00.002+08:00

hell0...
goooood afternoon
today im feeling calm..cuz in the morning
i went to visit my dad's and grandmother's grave.
:D
i miss it.
i mean..visiting my dad's grave.. somehow make me feel closer to him
and it makes me calm.. rasa tenang..
syukur

my mum is coming back in 5 days!!
i cant wait
Ya Allah..mudah-mudahan perjalanan mama selamat..
then i can spend my time with my lovely mum
and insyaallah if ada masa mo balik tawau! my kampung
dah 2 tahun x balik kampung.. rindu sgt!..:(

okay la.. hope rasa tenang ni lamaa..
tp boriiing laa ddk rumah sorang
only me and my cat cindai..
huhu..
bye!

another Tag-gy season.

2009-12-03T11:09:00.002+08:00

Continue this game by taggin 7 people

1. ryna
2. erma
3. nut
4. kilod
5. eton!
6. baby pie
7. hunny madu..:P

1. What have you been doing recently?
+ just chilling at home. having a great time relaxing :)

2. Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
+ ya sumtimes. when it is jammed.

3. What happened at 10.am today?
+ i just finish cooking and preparing my breakfast & then i went out to buy some stuff.

4. When did you last cry?
+ this morning when i was watching 0prah. it was so0 touching

5. Believe in fate/ destiny?
+ yes. of course.

6. What do you want in your life now?
+ i have everything that i want. i just wish i can live nearer to my mum. i wish UM is in labuan! haha

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
+ umbrella is always a better choice. boleh share la! hehe

8. What’s your favourite thing to do on the bed?
+ online, chatting, reading blogs & movie! ouh ya, also play with my fat cat. he-he

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
+ long pants. wowo

10. What’s the nicest thing in your inbox?
+ his messages. ur so so sweeT baby..:)

11. Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
+ noo.. i make it easy.. sah habibi..:P

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
+ now..? nope. aallll minee.. aaalll minee.. haha

13. What was the last movie you caught?
+ i watched 'Shorts'. and its funneeee... it sh0ws. how greedy human can be but in a funny way..

14. What are you proud of?
+ my family. how strong we have been. and also im proud of myselF

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
+ from my friend. some sweet messages

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
+ blame it-jamie foxx

17. Do you have any nicknames?
+ fafa-efa-doremon-:P

18. What does the newest text say?
+ top up.

19. What time did you go to bed last night?
+ 1 am. i was heaving a severe headache.it hurts like crazy

20. Are you currently happy?
+ now.today..yessss.. my mum is coming in a week, my head is gettin better, i just bought a new webcam!, im where i wanna be..(homE!!) and im in love. so yeah. u can say that im HAPPY! weEeeEEee!!

21. Who gives you the best advise?
+ mom and my gurl.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
+ once..

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
+ my sayang. :)

24. Is something bugging you now?
+ now..? naah nuthin much. ouh yeah! one thing... what to cook today.. haish.

25. Who was the last person to make you laugh?
+ my uncle. his jokes are just craaazzzyy!!

the last month of the year

2009-12-01T10:03:00.000+08:00

hey heeey...
im just loving my days here.. and today im in a goood goood cheerful mood :D
now i have aaall the time in the world to blog, be online, watch movies and stuff :P
weeeeee... but its just in a blink of an eye..its already the last month of the year, December is now here !! gosh! and at the end of december, im gonna start my new semester :(

anyway, i dont want to ponder and think of that..
well these few days, i went to d beach everyday!
on saturday with my aunt and cousin
on sunday with my gurls
and yesterday, monday, i went to d beach again with my cousins.
its 3 different beacheS
and its fun, it makes me feel calm
the wind is really soothing and the view of sunset just breath taking!!
guppies !! i wisH aaall of u are here to see it and we can even camp by the beach and make fire! bakar trus ke pantai tuh..
bila laaa guppies2 ku nak dtg sini..:(
NAD! Ryna! KIlod. aku dh pi tmpt korang..korang la plak mai siniii
syimaaa, ermaa, sitii jgn nk escape.. datang la labuaaaannn....aku blanje cokelat! tiket korang beli sendiri..:P hahaha

mai la sinii.. leh makan KETAM-LOBSTER-IKAN BESAR2-
leh LEPAK tepi PANTAI yang indaaah..
datang laaa... :P

and sayang. i wish u were here too.. u wud love the view of the beach and it wud be reaaaally nice if we can walk together and watch the sunset. wallah! it wud be really nice..:P hehe

im g0nna enjooooy my holiday and just do nothing i guess.. bila lagi nk relaaax betul2 mcm nih.. when d new semester starts, i wont be able to even have my own time.. and im kinda excited to start the new semester cuz im taking my fav sport, KARATE as my koko.. hahahaaaa... weeeee...im excited..i miss karate soo soo much!! insyaallah next sem will be a good one for aaall of us..insyaallah aite cohort 4!!

ouh ya. i forget to wish to aaaalll my friends.. HAPPY FREAKING HOLIDAAAAY!!
:) enjoy it to bits okaaay friends.. take care..see u when i see u...
muax muax

p/s: im counting days for my mum to come back from haji. just 8 more days. insyaallah, im just praying for her safety.

okay lah. sudah. end. muax!

another survey. i love!

2009-11-29T09:43:00.000+08:00

***********FOOD-OLOGY***************

What is your salad dressing of choice?
*thousand island!! No doubt… goosssh…it makes me crave for a salad noW

What is your favorite sit-down restaurant?
*gasoline & old town

What food could you eat for 2 weeks straight and not get sick of it?
* my mom’s rendang and fruits…well…rambutan to be specific :p

What are your pizza toppings of choice?
* Hawaiian chicken

What do you like to put on your toast?
*peanut butter

**********TECHNOLOGY***************

How many television sets are in your house?
* here.. ada 2

What color of cell phone do you have?
* black blue & black

***************BIOLOGY******************

Are you right-handed or left-handed?
* im a righty

Have you ever had anything removed from your body?
* yes. My appendix and AFTER it is being remove, then d doctor said it was a mistake!

What is the last heavy item you lifted?
* my fat cat. He looks like Garfield now haha

Have you ever been knocked unconscious?
* yep.. during a karate match. She kick me on d head and I just don’t know what happen after dat.. :P

************BULLCRAPOLOGY**************

If it were possible, would you want to know the day you were going to die?
* hurrmm.. yess.. I guess I want to know. So I can kinda prepare myself.. hehe

If you could change your name, what would you change it to?
* Nur mutiara

Would you drink an entire bottle of hot sauce for $1000?
* hot sauce! Yesss I guess so.. im broke now haha

************DUMBOLOGY******************

How many pairs of flip flops do you own?
* 3 or 4 cuz I love flip flops..

Last time you had a run-in with the cops?
* its been a while. Dah lama dh x..terjumpa cops. Dulu slalu la rite guppies.. xpecially balik dari ‘late nite movie!’

Last person you talked to?
* my cousin ummu.

Last person you hugged?
* my sayang.

**************FAVORITOLOGY****************

Season?
*spring!

Holiday?
* any holiday wud do.

Day of the week?
* weekends of course.

Month?
* has to be November. Cuz its my month! haha

***********CURRENTOLOGY*****************

Missing someone?
* yes.. n0t one la.. many

Mood?
* happy and calm.

What are you listening to?
* spongebob talking

Watching?
* spongebob squarepants!

Worrying about?
* my mum and sis.

***************RANDOMOLOGY*****************

First place you went this morning?
* living room. to open the door. let the fresh breeze in haha

What's the last movie you saw?
* SHorts thanks to riena.. its funny !

Do you smile often?
* ahaa i smile all the time. unless im sick or im not in d mood.

Do you always answer your phone?
* depends. nowadays..not really cuz i usually leave my phone in my room. hehe

It's four in the morning and you get a text message, who is it?
* who else. my sayang la. he is still not sleeping at this hours usually.

If you could change your eye color what would it be?
* hazel please! haha

What flavor do you add to your drink at Sonic?
* huh...

Do you own a digital camera?
* nope.its my mum's

Have you ever had a pet fish?
* yes yes. and when it died i cry!. but i cry when any of my pet died. haha

7) Favorite Christmas song?
* hurm.. none

What's on your wish list for your birthday?
* my bday just passed. i want.. a few things..:P

Can you do push ups?
* yes i can

Can you do a chin up?
* i think so.. haha

Does the future make you more nervous or excited?
* Nervous la! who knows where im gonna be sent to teach. and many more things. haish.. nervous nervous

Do you have any saved text messages?
* basically i have around 2000 text message in my phone. so yeah i saved texts..:P

Ever been in a car wreck?
* nope

Do you have an accent?
* ahaaaa

What is the last song to make you cry?
* hurt by cristina

Plans tonight?
* home.maybe watch csi or movies.

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
* once

Name 3 things you bought in the last week
* food, magazine, credit

Have you ever been given roses?
* aha..:D

Current worry?
* exam result!

Current hate right now?
* being apart from the one i love. :(

Met someone who changed your life?
* yes yes!

How did you bring in the New Year!
* this year. yeah it was celebrated in kak hanim's house. we miss u kak hanim!

What song represents you now?
* i dont knooow..:P

Name three people who might complete this?
* now everyone seems to be free cuz of d holiday. so anyone wud complete this

What were you doing at 12 AM last night?
* talking to sayang

What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
* jam brapa ni!

not alone anymore

2009-11-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

hey hey
Syukuuur alhamdulillah
im getting better..
im not having fever anymore, its just that my body is still kinda weak.
im gonna have so much rest. cuz i have nuthin to do here..:)

today, after i was stuck for a week at home, i went out with my aunt and cousin
did some window shopping and go to the beach
its was a sweeet escape!! its nice..i miss labuan beach!! hehe
and to make things better now the internet is working
thank god. my broadband is doing good now. please be good for moooreee days to come okay mr.broadband. u know i love u aite..:P

now. im in the mood of missing the people i love
i miss my guppies. if not skang msti at home.. watching tv, talking and laughing like crazy dengan modal2 yang lalu lalang kan guppies! xpe.. cuti sebulan ni.. kita kompul pahala banyak2 sbb xleh mengutuk modal..:P hahaha
im missing my mom so much too. but she called me every 2 days now, so it makes me soo soo happy. she called me just now and my mom is still d same..making jokes like crazy.. she told me her legs are getting hard like Watson Nyambek.(the runner) cuz she walk alot.. and i laugh like crazy! hahaha.. i cant waiiiittt.. nevermind, a few more days then mom will be home...insyallah

and of course im missing my sayang. like crazy. gooosssh..
i miss u much baby, im always wishing ur here whenever im sick cuz i know u wud take care of me..:)

you're the one who opens my heart
after its been locked and closed for quite some time
u make me fell hard for u
just by being urself
the sweet, kind and loving you
and you never fail to make me smile, and u bring back my laughter
i never want u to change
and i know im one of the luckiest girl
to know u as my friend
and even more to have you as my lover..
im gonna cherish the moments we have together
and i wish we will have more wonderful time together
all i want u to know that.. i care for u as my friend
and i love u much as my sayang...:P
i miss u much . so much that it hurts sumtimes..:(
but nevermind..im gonna be strong!

take care. tho ur far from me
u shud know i love u always and ur always in my mind
i love u .

for u..baby..:D
muaaaaxx
hugs & kisses.

home and writing

2009-11-28T17:50:00.000+08:00

Hye people…
Syukur Alhamdulillah… syukuuur sgt2.. now dah cuti sem.. and im in Labuan.. my home sweet home.. but then..its not all happy & jolly.. I was sick for more than a week..
Not the normal sickness.. Beeeliieeevee meee…!! Demam panas..sakit perut tahap kronik & hardcore headache!

I was really2 weak.. syukur ada my friends yg so caring and they look after me…thanks friends… and when im here in Labuan I was taken care of my family here. Its hard tho cuz im ALONE at home. My mom is doing Hajj now and my sis didn’t come home cuz she has works to do in Kl. So yeah, here I am alone at home.. :(
It makes me miss my mom so so much. Im just trying to be really strong cuz my mum will be coming back soon! i pray so hard that evrythin gonna be fine and I cant wait to huuuuuuuuuuuuggggggggg my mum!

Well, im quite nervous & anxious bcuz I heard d result of the exam will be out SOON. Gooosssh.. why ouh why! I can say that this semester was one long and hard one. I had so many challenges & obstacles along the way. With a small car crash :p (HAHA!!!!) and facing lecturers with crazy & STUPID attitude. One to be specific. Just plain unprofessional, rude, narrow minded and stoopid.. HOW ON EARTH SHE CAN END BEING A LECTURER!! Syukuuuurrrr the sem ends now and now I don’t have to FACE HER LOVEEEELLLYYY face everyday!! Cohort 4, congratulations!! We made it thru another semester, I hope everyone made it thru. A few more semester to go and we are DONE! Weee!!!

Another thing I wanna share, is that I have a new guy now in my life... :D Yeah, I was single bfore, for quite some time, but now not anymore. Taken. Hehe and im happy with that. Moe is his name, well that’s what I call him.. :P
Mohammed is the real name hehe.. enuff said he is not local.. he’s from somewhere outside Malaysia. We knew each other thru my babe, Liya. And her golden touch somehow makes it happen. For now, I just wanna be happy and enjoy evry single bit of life. Im loving evry single moment im with him, and he’s a great guy. Always knows how to make me laugh (yeah, I loooveee guys with good sense of humor) and I think we get along really well. I’m just hoping for the best. If it happens, it happen, if it doesn’t then, life goes on. When I know Moe, I know a few new friends too. They are great and I’m enjoying a few new things and situation in life now. Everythin is doing goooood. Syukur.

That’s a few new stuffs and what actually happened while I was gone & disappear for awhile. I was busy. This time really2 busy. Hehe. Yalla, dats all I guess from me.

p/s: friends. I miss u ! and baby.. missing u much.. love u.. :)

raYa lah!

2009-09-20T21:46:00.000+08:00

ramadhan dah habis.. sekarang rayaaa!!!
selamat hari raya kepada semuaaa eyh!
maaf zahir batin to my friends

freaky one

2009-08-20T18:14:00.000+08:00

i know...
whyyy la i have to post another blog..today
cuuuzz..i just wanna get my mind of the assignments to be done
syukur alhamdulillah..pn.Foziah extend d due date for the ebook.if not..lagi la pressure!! thank u mdm..:D

but still..i have a long way to go.. i still wants to finish some works tonite..
but..agaaiiinn..the internet connection..macam haraM!!

this suNday dah kena balik KL! and then lamaaa lagi baru cuti for raya..
i dont know where we will spend our raya this year...tawau..laBuan..or even..KL? hehe
im not sure..its up to mum..
its week 7 already huh..i've been in Um
so the work loads also double..and triple
need to step it up a little fa if u wanna pass this sem..
gosh..i dont even know how i can go thru this sem..:P

hurm...another thing iss...
i miss..him..
miss him much...gossh
entah kenapa..!!..:(

stress to the max

2009-08-20T08:03:00.000+08:00

ouh gosh
im just trying to catch my breath!
breathe faaa...breathe...
im just sooo streessssss up..
no kidding..this time..it really had reach my limit..
im blank...mad..worry..everything!!
i dont know what to do..
i mean..i KNOW what i have to do
but cuz its just too much..too much..
my head goes blank..:

this holiday
should not even called a holiday
the workloads are like
for months...
im not even having the time to enjoy n relax
without thinkin of the work..
Ya Allah..give me the strenght to pull this thru...
haissshh...well fafa
no use of fussing aroung..bising2 pon x guna
i haveee to finish it ..before suNday...or monday..
im just soo stress..i need to let it go...to let it out!!

:D

2009-08-16T11:05:00.001+08:00

~~labuan...is the place to be!
yeaaah...at least for me..:)
it feeeeelllls daaaaaaaamnn good to be home..i just cant describe the feeling
its the stress and loads of work that makes me miss this nice home environment soo soo mucH & my sis mms n videos of my cat also makes me miss my cat gila2...
my mum..? she come to kl evry 2 weeks or soo..thats y i didnt miss her dat much..cuz i always meet her..:P buuut her cooking! is to die for...:)

~~well...my hols started on wednesday actually cuz lpas tu no class..
spent the time with my sis n amin...thanks amin...and even ryna joins us for a movie (aliens in the attic) and dinner session..siaaan ryna ddk sorg2 dkat umah..:P
and i got the chance to meet my goooooood friend...moe..:) he's going back to riyadh for the coming Ramadhan..with all d guys too..boriing la nti xda geng nk kacau2 nk gdoh2..:P

~~and...unexpected sgt..i met moe, rami , maher and hussein at klia..:) my flight was at 6 and their flite was at 4... so i had the chance to smack rami at last afteeerr aaalll the mean things he did to me!! and sy the last gudbye to them..gonna miss u guys laa...meet u guys after aidilfitri okaay..:D

~~when i arrive home..im so freakin happy!! room!! i miss u...
at last dpt hug c cindai!! my kucing yg gumuk~!! huuuuug dia kuat2 smp dia lemas..hehehe..then my sweeet mom bought for me the celcom broadband cuz kat umah xdak internet..thanks mom!! i MUST have internet at h0me cuz aaall my assgments requires me to use it evry single day..! plus...i need it for facebook n other things..:P thank u mak...l0ve yaa..muaaaxxxxx..sis..dont be jealous....wahahahahha...

~~BUT!! self note to maself..dont be too happy with d holiday..in fact dont be happy at all because..i have tons of assgments..and not just the normal assignments.. in this ONE WEEK..i have to complete the video to teach children..then i have to complete my e-book..and also edit many photos..2 summaries for assessment..aanndd..lesson plan for maths.. Ya Allah..sgt byk..:( nevermind..gambate fafa!!

~~ now im home.tho the internet is F**kin slow..but at least ada...:P ooooooooooohh..i loveeeee homee..its windy and..its very comfortable...hehe..
and i get to sambut Ramadhan here with my mum..at least for the first day..
hurrmm....i cant deny..that i miss him..much..g0sh..its kinda hard..being away from u moe..:P

okay friends..happy holidaaay..happy doing ur assignments!! take care..muax

this i miss

2009-07-25T14:32:00.000+08:00

hello people
wow.its been so long. i really mean. loooong..since i had time to chill n write sumthin in this blog of mine..:( i miss u blog!! hehe..usually, before this, anything happen i'll write sumthin here but now, sooo many things happened and still happening..none yg i have the chance to tell it here..

im in Um now. its busy n hectic. and adapting process still. enuff said
now im closer to mid V.curve n Ou. so kaki panjang asyik nk bejalan
also nearer to liya n sasa n eton.
so hang out always...:)
new house pun so far okay..still cuba sesuaikan ngan new environment tho..tp best ada pasar malam ok! & buah pun sgt banyaaak..haish..for a fruit l0ver like me..heaven sgt!..:p

hurm..what else huh..ouh ya.last week..many of us had fever
gilaaa takot plak if its h1n1!! syukur la smua demam biasa.
byk yg dmam.mostly 20 of us..and me of course la..batok mmg dh nearly 1 month..then dmam panas plak..hhaha..2 kali jmpa doctor.she said if im having high fever again, dtg amik daraH cuz maybe its denggi! gilaaaa cuaaaak..takot!
syukur alhamdulillah now dh okay..:) if x..eee kena amik darah! sakit ok!!

aha!!! last week i went for the training for part-time interviewer.dah la demam terok..kena pegi jugak..haisshh..nasib baik im okay..on thursday was my FIRST DAY of working..excited n nervous okay!! my work is cool...just call and ask a questionare bout the survey we are doing. the office pun cool je..the ppl also gila baik..im soo thankful..:)) i l0ve my first job..weeeeee!!!! besides my class pun from monday till wednesday saja...sooo...the rest of d days, im planning to go to work la..can make some extra money and be independant..chewaaaaaaaahhhh..

these few weeks. i had many great memories.. with the buffday of 2 of my lovely guppies..ryna n syima. happy buffday gurls. love ya muax muax. and i had fun in um..menghanjeng org..:P wahahah...ouh ya..my 'friend'.. clos fren la..mohammed or i call him moe..hehe..i had fun with u too..:P thanks ya for evrthing..muax!

okay.i hope. everything will runs smoothly for all of us tho kerja sangaaaat banyaaak..!!! gud luck people.. now i have 3 blogs to manage.smp his blog pun dh terabai..:(

p/s: nad..kami rindu hang! jgn lupa kropok lekor eyh..:P take care

years after years

2009-07-03T12:38:00.000+08:00

morning ! morning!!
ouch...its nearly 1pm already
best sgt tido sini...smp x sedar its noon ba kan

im at liya's place
damansara i guess
guess with who!!! eton..liyaa and sasa
my babes my gurls since i was in sekolah menengah ok!
its been 7 years we've been together
sharing our ups and downs..

and sumtimes it suprise me that we are still together..
doing d crazy stuff we did while we were in school
still gossiping around...still laughing at the same stupid jokes..hehe..

and now we are here together...just hawa is not here...:(
we miss u wawa gurl...wish u are here with us..
anyway im gonna enjoy the time im here with them love ones
bef0re class starts next week..

im super happy!
hope dis friendship will last till d eeeeeeennndd of time...
wweeeee...weeee....;)

muax.love u babes..mUax.
fafa sgt suka hatii...:)

b.a.r.u

2009-07-01T10:30:00.001+08:00

now dah pindah rumah baru
evrything new
the house is smaller tho
but we will survive..:)

penaaatttt kemas barang...haissh
ade some few things lagi yg x settle
internet la etc..
but i had fun these few days..:)
hang out wif liya, sasa n d guys
then kemas2 my house.. pasang almari yg simple ngan my frens pun amik masa lama..hehe but ffuuunnn...
xplore2 new area lagik..
but syukur stakat nie smua ok
insyaallah 2 years here
then im off...to tak tau la mana..:P

ok nak register course sebenarnye
but tersasar plak
blogging la pulaaaak..:p
tata

you

2009-06-14T15:11:00.000+08:00

wah...cuti 2 weeks..ends today..esok SEK0LAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!
challenging weeks ahead...hehh..bawak r0tan la g kelas..so budak2 takut.hehe..

well..2 minggu nih
so many things happen
met new frens...
xperience new things

and..above all.
i met this one new 'friend'..
hurmm...
u r so nice to me..seriously..so so nice
u are also sooooo freakin sweet
u did the things..no one ever did to me..and dats just suprisingly...crazy.:P
we have a lot in comm0n
and im happy when we spend time with u and talk
and i like having u as my friend
but pleaseee dont treat me so well..dont be so freakin sweet
i dont want to fall hard for u..u know
im stuck in between..
and its a difficult situation im dealing with..
and i dont want to hurt u too..i know i did..sorry..:(
and i feel freakin guilty for dat..
so i guess..we shud just be friends..chill...u kn0w..
hurm..
bcuz of the guilt..im restless sometimes..so i want to get rid of this guilt..
hope evrything will be fine..:)

okay.. im alone at home
n its cold and cozy
i love weather like this!
so nk tgk dvd la plak lepas nie
bubye!

teringin

2009-06-13T13:30:00.000+08:00

hey...
is it father's day..today??
i dont know but cuz of the advert on tv smua mcm dh dedicate love to all d father's out there kan.... heheh

yah..me too.
Happy Father's day ...to my late baba
tho ur not here
ur always in my mind and my heart
i love u so so much..
and im the luckiest gurl cuz i had u as my dad
ur the greatest.really..
for sure no one can replace U baba..:D
i love u i love u i love u..
i miss u i miss u i miss u..

u guys..hope u guys n gurls didnt forget to wish ur dads happy fathers day yah
they soooo deserve it after all the hard work they did for u guys kan..so take some time to just show ur love & appreciation okayh....
happy weekend...im gonna start another 2 weeks of SEP this monday..urgh! malasss...heheh... bubye

-fafa-

Day & Nite--

2009-06-09T00:23:00.001+08:00

people!!!
dah seminggu dh cuti..g0sh
but this 2 weeks holiday has been the most fun+weird+suprising holiday for me..
tho cuti 2 minggu..but x balik lbn..cuz kena kemas barang2 at bIntang mas ni n pindah g area um cuz bulan july dh start di um..benci packing!!!

**but hey..the BEST part is..i have not even start packing A SINGLE THING!
wpun cuti dh abes seminggu..hahahah..:p sbab apa..? cuz i was busyyyy last week with other stuff..such as...
= movie ngan kak hanim-sis-guppies...alien vs monster..gila lucu!!
= jmpa my babe..liya! yg dh lama x jumpa..n get to meet her bf..n new friends yg hot..betol hot! gooosssh...
= 'rehat' d rumah..tido...tgk tv..online..all day..cuz nama pun CUTI kan! wuuuhuuu!!

**the fun part is that...erma's sis..angah ada dtg umah bawak her lovely daughter.ayul..comel sgt ok! n so talkative n smart..i so enjoyed the times she's here at the house! thanks erma bawak dia mai sini...hehe ayul!! (mohaammmaaad...:P)

** suprising part nye adalah! haha..pagi ahad..bgn2 awal...buka la faceBook mcm biasa..then..Alef HUjanism..rainger kuat HUjan msg..ajak g curve n lepak ngan NOH HUJAN OK!! i was like..tekejot jgk..biar betol nk lepak ngak noh kan..but then mmg dia kata nk lepak ptg tuh..i agree la..nk join..cuz boring jugak ddh umah..pegi la menapak ke curve..jaoh ok! hehe...sorrrrrryyyy alef..noh..n d gang cuz lmbt skit smp..train la lmbt..hehe..jumpa2 kt bentley trus NOh nk denda cuz lmbt dtg...sruh Menari! haha gila apa nk mnari dpan2 tuh..:P kat situ baru la jmpa ALEF..dia ajak but mmg kami x penah jmpa..kwn facebook je..byk gak raingers join..ada put3 n her bro..alef n adli...elmi tuh..n few other guys n gurls..salam2 smua..smua cool!!! trus naik tgk 2 3 band indie perform kat homegrown..nice songs la! byk org sabah plak sana...;P

lpas tgk band2 tuh..jalan la ramai2 pegi curve..dh la movie kul 7.10..masa tu dh kul 7..noh singgah kedai n makan dulu!! ddk lepak sembang2..n noh blanja smua makan cendol n etc...terima kasih encik rambut helmet! :p aizat pon ade lar singgah jmpe noh..cian dia sakit mata..n betol laa..dia kurusss gila..huh jeles!..then teros kami rush2 pegi cineleisure.nasib baik dekat ok! smua g tgk 'jgn pandang blakang congkak'..
agak best la..lawak crita tuh...abes movie..mcm biasa...sesi photoshoot ngan ketua raingers...NOh..penat ketawa sbb noh suka buat lawak..n kacau sy! NOh asyik sebot fafa CARAmela..its fafa Karamela..not CARA..ok noh..:D..then budak2 alef ajak g studio..tmpt nti raingers gathering 21 jun nih.but dh lewat lar..so i decided to go home...alef! thanks anta smp lrt station..awak baik! :D jumpa korg lagi gathering nanti ok...

balik tuh gila cuak..penat n bengang cuz lrt lmbt gila...tiba2 liya my babe yg gila call..mati2 bawak jmpa n mkn dkt mamak..hajris...so sbb i belom mkn..pegi jugak la..ingtkan dia ngan Bf dia jak..but then kwn2 bf dia..yg smua nya student fr0m arab...dtg skali..and..semua hensem.hot.sweet! haha..tho baru jmpa..smua leh crita2 n laugh at each other....they were all like one family..suka tgk diorg nih..n thank god dorg x faham maLay..so if nk kutuk..liya n me will just speak in malay n they will be clueless..hahahaha we chat + lepak + laugh till..like 5 or 6am..gilaaa laaa..mata x ngantok pon!! haha..so yeah thanks liya n bf...n d clan..(rami..maher.moody n all)...i enjoyed the session wit u guys tho lidah berbelit crita byk sgt..:P

tadi pon..lepak hajris lagi..n jmpa dorg lagi..but this time..my guppies..erma n ryna ade..so diorg pun jmpe la rami smua...kan gurls..so tahan2 la air lior tuh eyh..tho im droooling myself..hehhe...xpe..xpe..kite TENGOK saje ok..mmg xbleh nk buat ape..mmg hot sbb diorg baru blk dr gym..haha...now..i cant sleep..well..sbb dh byk sgt tido la maybe!! another week of holday..last week actually..so i really2 need to pack..sape nk tolong?! ANGKAT TANGAN!! barang sgt banyak! tp rajin xde langsung..baju kurung yg nearly 50 pairs..shoes yg more than 10 pairs n books berkotak2 tu.sape nk kemas..n nk letak mane ..?!!! i wish we dont have to move out.haissh...:(

harini..selasa..hurm..another day pass by..hope it will be a gud.meaningful n productif day for m.e..:D

geng2 raingers...;0

noh rambut helmet n me of course..(weeeeee so happy!)

dia kusyuk tgk org perform..kami sibuk ambik pics..:P

end of the nice nite..

p/s: special THANKS to ALEF eyh..cuz bring me along..nice to meet u!! n NOh..u know i will always be a supportive raingers kan..:D thanks for d nice evening..hujan for life..!!

and to liya..u rocked my week too babe...with the 'setting up' n evrything..but i guess it wont work..:(

ok sudah byk merepek! tido dulu
bubye..

fafa-suka-hatieeee

drop it like its HOT!

2009-06-02T14:33:00.000+08:00

yeah...yesterday d freakin exam result was OUT!
gosH! tgah tido n bersuka ria online..tiba2 kilod got a call for mr.celus..
telling bout the result..and my heart drop all of a sudden

muka smua masing2 pucat..hahaha...lawak gila
my hands were shaking..takot nk check..d reasons was bcuz..this sem..saya byk main2..saya x study sgt..saya buat kerja last minute..dan markah quiz semua hambar!
n rumours were spread that most of the pointers/marks dr0p..
so..i was xpecting d worse la..getting 2 p0inter!! gilaaa..my mom is so so g0nna kill me if i got 2 pointer..n no more money for me.no more enjoy2.n no more HUJAN! ooh tidaaakk..:P

so.in my house i was d first to check.tu pun o9 usin my hp..cuz d screen is small so i x la tekejut sgt tgk marks..i can scroll down bit by bit..makin sure my heart leh terima apa2 saja.haha..then..i saw d marks..syukur alhamdulillah..dats all i can say..i was xpecting sumthing worse but then...i got better..:D

mmg DROP DROP dr the last sem..(padan muka sendiri..main2 la lagi..) *clap clap* tepukan menghina utk diri sendiri..:P well wats done is done..congrats to my fren yg got what they want..and to those yg sedeyh2 ke pointer jatoh..xpe..we are all in d same boat..n i think all of us had done our very best kan..so be proud..n redha + bersyukur la keyh..

next sem..our next fight n war will be in um where there will be NO spood feeding by d lecturers so it will be a hard time..takpa..we have each other..ok la..dats all..huuuhh..legaa...dh habis satu hal..SEP lagik n packing..but now as always im in my lazy mode.so bubye for n0w..

fafa-syukur-hati..;)

minggu ini

2009-05-31T19:23:00.000+08:00

heLLoooo...im here again..in this page
doin the thing i love!! ....typing..yeah...im currently..gatal asyik nk type jak..
so in here i can type wat i want..n how long i want it to be.huhu...

im back in kl..after..a somewhat...10 days at home shweet home labuan...
its school experience programme (SEP) time..from 25th till 29th..itu baru first week..ada 2 more weeks to go..syah reza...aliff..syima n i dpt in Sk.Seri cheras..which is so so near to our house...so that part i likee...but..
the school is kinda small..and sesi pagi ada budak2 darjah 4-5-6..haa...students dia..bkn nak kata la...NAKAL +bising..@_@

im glad the teachers there are somehow..friendly..helpful..and the penolong kanan mmg sukeee bagi kerja @ relief class..nasib baik students tgh exam..so jaga exam la..itu pun sgt challenging..sbb budak2 ni..tho exam tp bising! sembang2 la..lari2 la main2..xnk dgr ckp plak tuh..ya Allah..susah betul nk control klas..serius!

for the first time..i was able to be firm n garang in class..kesian budak2 tuh when im mad n tinggi suara..smua buat muka sedih n kesian but bila start belembut sikit..haa mula la..pijak kepala..bisiiiing lg balik..huh..but what i observe was dat mmg kt this school..teachers have to be firm n garang! if x budak2 x dgr cakap lgsg..gilaa bleh tension...pdahal baru one week..hurmm but i had fun watching the kids..perangai mcm2..lawak la..n i think..yes! i love teaching.i love being a teacher n i love working with kids..:D

syukur alhamdulillah habis one week..tho i was deadly sick..with sore throat& flu & cold last week..huh..mmg mencabar betul...n on friday i got sms from kak ryna..my cousin...inviting sis n i to watch her show at homegrown on saturday..so yeah..i went with syah, naem n ryna yesterday..(eton...rugi u didnt come along..:P)

tho sesat mula2 nk carik dat place cuz ERMA SALAH INFO!! i hate u ma! for making us walk under the HOT SUN n look for d place..u are soo gonna get it from me..>:|
n smpat wish gud luck to kak rina before she performs..reza salleh perform dulu..nice songs! nice voice.then kak rina...she looks soo so cute with cute dress n shoes..hehe..nmpk muda la kak! lagu 'hanya kau di hati' n 'one of a kind' was soo sooo nice! i likeee..rina like it too..ok confusing sikit..kak rina my cousin..n rina my guppy...sama nama! haha then kak ryna abis perform..never thot kak ryna can be so so great with her song,writing her own lyrics n her voice..so so outstanding..:) we watched the awesome mia palencia (ur songs are just so wonderful) & the fern (johan awak comel!) ..the room was soo cold n cozy..best!! ryna n I enjoyed the session so so much...cant wait to get the hold on kak rina & mia's album..lagu smua buat me flying on cloud 9..soothing!

after singing.clapping n shouting tho i have sore throat..we walked to ikea..cuz naem n syah shopping kat sana while we went to the show..then balik umah dgn tenang..hehe...thank u so much syah! cuz drive us there..ksian ssh carik parking... thanks ryna tmankan! n naem too f0r d camera..n i want those pics plz..

2 weeks holiday!! weeeeee!! kena kemas rumah utk pindah pulak!! penat tp xpa..cuti still leh rehat2..hope u guys yg holiday..enjoys ur holiday much yah..be back in one piece n see ya in UM..:P

p/s: im soo freakin nervous n worry bout the exam result which will come out soon..:(
hoping n praying for the best..huh! takot gila..

pink?

kak rina and her band

RINA S.

ReZa Salleh

bye
-fafa suka hati-

after a whiLe

2009-05-29T17:57:00.000+08:00

Tagged by PeteNut:

5 brand that you like the most
+ Nokia
+ NIke
+ Adidas
+ Scarlet
+ indie brands?

5 brand that you dislike the most
+ adidas jugak
+ Forest
+ body glove

5 countries that you want to go the most
+ Switzerland
+ U K
+ Italy
+ Indonesia
+ australia

5 countries that you do not want to go the most
+ mexico
+ laos
+ myanmar
+ indonesia
+ philipines

5 item that you like the most
+ wedges.heels.sandals.
+ handbags
+ skirts
+ handphones
+ decorations

5 item that you dislike the most
+ i dont like shoes
+ i dont like gadgets.most of them
+ i dont like.stiff jeans
+ i hate books..:P looking at lots of them makes me dizzy
+ i hate airports
.
5 people that you love the most--(people saje kan?)
+ family
+ my guppies
+ my babes
+ budak kecik tuh
+ my 'students'! yeah shocking ! but i think i love them..:)

5 people that you hate the most
+ backstabber
+ ppl yg judge others just by simple2 things
+ bitches. u can know one..just by looking at them haha
+ opportunist. tahu amik ksempaTaN jak. hambar la. get a life

5 color that you like the most?
+ black
+ blue
+ white
+pink
+ brown

5 color that you dislike the most?
+ yellow
+orange
+peach kolor

5 things that you dream the most
+ get my black volks
+ get my dream house
+ being a great teacha at school
+ meet my soulmate
+ have a superb life..MY WAY

5 things that you not dream at all
+ gettin involve in politics
+ being a playgurl
+ gettin divorce?!
+ being a lame ass n lazy teacha
+ losing ma love ones

5 of your positive character
+ always laughing
+ easily entertain
+ friendly. .
+ not fussy
+ independant

5 of your negative character
+ lazy !
+ easily influence n tempted
+ spendthrift
+ sensitive. cry easily too
+ baik sgt..haha

5 moments that you miss the most
+ moments wif dad.:(
+ life in sm.st.anne
+ having a carefree life
+ moments wif my ex-other half hehe
+ having a freaking long holiday

5 moments that you do not want to remember at all?
+ i dont want to remember it. so no. i dont remember anythin

5 positive characters of your best buddy
+ understanding
+ loud.
+ crazy heads.
+ good listener..
+ always there for me.

5 negative characters of your best buddy
+ sensitve ?
+ gatal
+ creepy?

5 things that you happy to do the most (Of your entire life)
+ at home wif my family
+ genting!
+ karate tournaments
+ shopping
+ hugs

5 things that you regret the most
+ not making enuff caos

Single question

Favorite animal?
+ cats..hamster

Favorite quote?
+ do it when ur still young..if not ur gonna regret it when ur OLD

Favorite actor?
+ eric dane

Favorite actress?
+ hurm..

Favorite things that you do when you are alone?
+ cds.online.games.sms

Favorite website?
+ facebook

Favorite moment?
+ happy ones.

Favorite sport?
+ karate

Favorite vegetable?
+ kacang pnjg msak kicap!

Favorite movie?
+ byk!

I tagged :
>> guppies!
>> eton!
>> honey racun hehe
>>sapa2 nak buat.amik la buat

ahad

2009-05-16T15:50:00.001+08:00

esok ahad
esok ahad
n im sure it will be one of the best sundayssss
hehehe
i will be cookin
mama also will be cookin her special 'ikan sweet & sour' for me..
and akan buat ambuyat...! labuan's traditional food ka tu ah
n makan ramai2 wif aunts n cousins
wuHU! besh!!

tonite
af final concert
if kualiti..hafiz patot menang
if popularity maybe ARIL[ i like!]...akim..or isma..who knows.
im just gonna sit back n enjoooy watchin it
i missh my frens back n in Kl
but i know it w0nt be long till i can meet them again
next week dh balk kl..aayak!

~~HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY~~ i love aaaallll my teachers..who had help me..shape n mold me to the 'fafa' today...:D tq fo evryting.

p/s: ppl..plz do appreciate ur teachers..u dont know how hard n tiring it is..facing & teaching students..but our teachers never give up..so yeah.. i SALUTE teachers all ar0und d world...~~

success

2009-05-12T15:42:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl..
Im here in Lcct..waiting n trying so hard not to sleep.. come 0n fafa u can do it..!! heheh..i have to stay overnite here cuz my flight tomorrow is so freakin early..7.am ok!

Anyway..im soo excited actually to update ma bl0g.. I had plan
to update it tonite…so I wont fall asleep n I have sumthin to do..
here goes..as planned..the trip t0 ‘pulau pangkor’ was a success..56 of us went there and we had a FREAKIN GUD TIME & FUN! Its just beyond words la..
Tq! Tq! Tq! to who ever that help make it a success :D

Day 1
• We naik bas awal! Pukul 5 pagi..but boleh2 my guppies n I smua tlmbt bgn..heheh cuz smua habis pack at about 2am..so plan nk bgn pkul 3 and at 4 dh bleh blah g mktb..tgk2 bgn kul 4! Gilaaa rush mandi then trus vrroooom g mktb..tq ryna..;)
• Dpt satu bas ngan bdak2 yg gila2 jgak..n d driver on cd lagu2 n mnari2 hindustan..haa apa lagi..smangat la ..tp tetido jgk..heheh..masa ni smua muka happy & excited x sabar nk smp pangkor…but as u know when kita excited n tunggu benda tu..lagii la rasa lmbt smp..huhu tp serius lamaaa…around 6 gerak dr hentian sg.besi..around 10 la smp jeti Lumut tuh
• Azim @ bos trip tu bagi masa jalan2 makan..so mkn la kt kfc..tp servis LEMBAB..huu..around 11 kot rush nk gather balik kt jeti
• One embarrassing incident dat happen to me..was….
I fell..jatuh..jatuh..jatuuuuh!!! tu la fa..excited sgt haaa..kan padan muka..:p jalan2 ngan my frens blk dr mkn..but then tiba2 I turn around n jalan undur..sambil nyanyi lagu ‘situasi’ bunk face..[daaaannn…bilaa kauu menghilaaangg]…smp je part lirik tuh.satu kaki masok longkang kecik cuz x nmpk..trus jatuh tduduk..& air yg I was holding at dat time jatuh tlepas jgk! Nasib x kena badan..hahahaha lawaaak gilaaa..i trus bgn & ketawa gila2
My guppies nmpk laa I jatuh..sah sah dpan mata dorg n plus siti.paeh .syah n naem!!! dorg gelak sakan laaaaa…..hehehe..malu siot..n paeh siap sebarkan kat smua yg I fell down..gile punye hambaR! Hehe..;p but it was a fun moment la..heheh
• Naik ferry..naem plak hamper muntah.nsib baik dpt diselamatkan
• Smp apartment..briefing & amek kunci bilik trus masok bilik..wuhuu gila nice rumah tuh..2 bilik.aircond sejuk gila..balkony mhadap laut..sgt cantik..tq sbb bg bilik tuh..we cudnt ask for more =)
• Makan- mandi…ptg tu patutnya ada telematch..but ditunda..so kami main b0la..main rugby..ada yg main volleyball..byk lagi la…smua main by the beach…last2..smua masok air & mandi manda..air agak dlm larh..0mbak pun kuat..tp itu yg bessst!!!! To cat & hayat..thanks sgt2 slalu slamatkn sy when I was get drifted away n mcm nk lemas cuz ombak kuat heheh..:P
• Malam nya best! Cuz lpas dinner d bistro yg cantek n breezy…aaalll of us head to the beach which was just a 5min walk fr0m our apartment..even ms.azlina & ms.grace join us..
• Safri & bob dh bakar arang.. utk kami bakar marshmallow..weee..=)
• Then Nicholas n da gang try hard to start the unggun api..ssh jgk sbb kayu basah…put at last berhasiill.thanks u guys..mmg happy n enjoy..tepi pantai.angin2..wif my B.ed family..+D
• We sit in a circle n play charade n mimic lecturers..then sing ramai2 while Nicholas n aaron play d guitar..soo touching the moment..cuz its our last time gathering ramai..how I wish aaaalll d 73 of us were there..huu…
• Then at about 11..we pack n took off…ronda2 beli burger n air..then tidoo

Day 2..
• Bgn awal for bfast n we ate fast cuz we were eager to do d water actvt..
• We walk for quite a distance..bef0re reaching d check point..there we did water confident..n its not a prob for all of us cuz we did it when we were havin our PL….brenang2 wif d safety jacket was fun but quite painful (for those who xperience it..;p)
• Then naik boat laju..for island hopping..gileee aaah…abg boat tuh mmg terbaik! Sporting..n d boat yg my guppies n I were in is a brand new one…so..bawak laju..siap korner baring!! Mcm naik roller coaster..siap jerit2 haha..F.U.N! believe me..
• D abg boat introduce to us some island..like coral island..ada jgk pulau tu ada batu2 besar…which looks like buaya..penyu la.orang baring la..whale la..sungguh amazing..u guys shud see it for urself..!
• Afta hopping around a few islands, we stop a t coral island..and mandi manda lg sana…another joyful moments…where we can joke around wif d guys n gurls.. sgt mcm family..:)..hayat cuba lemaskan sy tp gagal..:P main kejar2 dlm air..ngan nico n naem..weng smua..huh..wont forget that moment..
• Then naik boat lg for snorkeling…excited pkai google pdahal ikan xda sgt cuz air pasang…hehe..afta dat..syah reza yg hensem..[bodek nih]..umumkan something yg buat semua happy! Ada banana boat ride! Rm12 per person..smua la nak naik!
• Smp shore…banana boat plak dtg..so take turn nak naik..mmg seronok! Its my first time….tho mula2 nk naik on d banana boat ssh sikit..cuz jaket berat air…:P tq cat n da geng fo helpin me..huhu..
• Then afta 2 rounds..boat tuh buat korner gila2 then kami smua jatuh tlontar dlm air…dats d best part of the ride..:D
• Main2 pasir..main terjun dr tali..mcm tarzan..heheh..gosh..i miss pangkor!
• We were then off for lunch and the telematch started at about 5
• Telematch . my group was ‘amboi-amboi-amboi’..competing with cak cak cak, seminit & puaka! Haha
• Bawak guli dlm sudu..kami kalah..sowi frens..its my fault.guli tjatuh 2 kali..:P…then main isi air dlm b0t0l guna sponge pun kami yg baik n jujur ni kalah..:P but lari dalam guni kami MENANG ok! Haha..congrats! tp..main cari gula2 dlm pasir kami kalah lagi..ayak! n last but not least..tarik tali..kami lawan ‘seminit’..kami kalah…lawan cak cak pun kalah jugak..heheh..tp semangat tu penting!! Mmg all my teammates bsungguh2 tarik tali..n yg lain wpun bkn team dorg yg tgh battle.dorg mmg bagi support by shouting ‘tarrikk..1..2..tarikkk’..soo..bila tgk dorg bsmangat..lagi la I had the spirit to do my best..hehe..syah la plg hebat..kan syah..:P
• Our grup last place..tp still dpt hadiah best dr azim..tq bOS! Heheh..
• Balik tuh, peter d great photographer took our pics ramai2 by the beach..tq much peter..:D
• Malam itu.dinner yg dinanti..simple yet so memorable n fun no doubt.smua pkai simple2 jaa..makan sedap..bbq ikan..ketam n udang..tq to d lecturers too..blanja udang besar for us..=)
• Ada karoke session..n it was d best part of d nite..some great talented guys yg leh nyanyi..yg slama ni I didn’t even realize they can sing..:P
- safri comel nyanyi lagu ‘terima kasih’
- bob sweet nyanyi lagu utk fiera..pitching kena jaga.hihi
- duet fendy n pakot pun hebat..tone jgn kelaut eyh..haha
- aizat suara sedap! X sangka..:P
- ayuni n nico pun nyanyi..nice!
- hayat nyanyi lagu peterpan..x sangka suara dia stok2 suara indon jgk..sedaaaap..tgoda kami dgr..:P
- azim ttp ngan lagu old skool..oh fatimah..versi ala2 nasyid..haha
- even Ms.Grace & Ms.azlina sang ‘yesterday’..standing ovation cuz berani..:)
- guppies & I pun nyanyi + menari lagu ‘sha na na’..kira lagu terancak mlm tuh.yg lain lagu layan jiwang..heheh..
- TOGO nyanyi..’tiada lagi’..x sangka smua sporting mlm tuh! Nice tone togo..:P hahahaha
- Last nyanyi lagu peterpan.semua tentang kita kot lagu tuh. S.E.D.I.H ok! 
- We even had an exchange of special key chain..tq smua yg help ikat riben!!
- d dinner was a success!!! Yeaaaayy..blik dinner..syah smua n us gurls lepak by the beach n again our guitar guy,..nIco..play n sing some songs sambil crita2 n ktawa…oh my! Wat a night..;)

day 3..:(
• bfast as usual.tho ssh sgt nk bgn cuz leteyh bsuka ria dat nite..
• then ada reflection session..bak kata azim ‘round table’..smua get the chance to say something n speak up
• everyone says thanks u..says sorry for evrythin n wish a good luck for life in Um..again..a sad moment..:(
• our beloved lecturers says their farewell speech n some points yg buat kami terharu sgt2..tq mdm….
• I agree to ms grace.. ‘u guys n gurls will always be known as COHORT 4’..so yeah..im PROUD to be cohort 4..:D
• Pegi pekan shopping2 under matahari yg panas! Then off to kl..smp pukul 10 ok! Sgt letih
• Syah jatuh motor kat mktb,.tu laa ejek aku lagi!! Hahaha….bak kata syah ‘kat pangkor x jadi apapa..kt mktb ni plak nk jatoh motor..;p’

So.yeah..dats all..i want t0 list d details so nti if I miss d pangkor m0ments..i’ll read it again n it will make me laugh!
Of course we took loaaaaads of pics.so if u wanna see it..go to my facebook la ok..:)

Now its 4am..thank god I didn’t fall asleep..hehek..
Tq yg organize this trip
Tq to those yg pegi or as lois said..the ‘pangkoreans’..:p
I love u gUys n Gurls of cohort 4..i will cherish this friendship..
Muax muax!

~~ now im over excited cuz at 7 im going back to Labuan…alm0st 5 months I didn’t go back to my home sweeet home..cuz of d busyness n my mom yg allwaaayss dtg kl…makin it no point for me to c0me h0me..
~~ I am sooo gonna hug mum..n my cat smp dia lemas! Missh evry bits of home..happy holiday ppl!
~~ happy mothers day too yah! Love u mum..u are the best mother ever and u know that..i love u love u love u till d end..:D

-fafa terlebih suka hati-

rumah + mama

2009-05-11T11:26:00.000+08:00

hey LOooo ppl!
im home in labuan!! so excited & happy
kucingku makin montel n Gumuk!
bilik ttp sama cozy..buat rasa nk tido selalU
tapi internet xdak! so jarang 0nline
g cc ja la if mo online..weeeee!~

i wanted to update my blo 0n my trip to pangkor n dah save
but x smpt post jek lagik
maybe later yah
i wish u all a happy happy holiday
be back in one piece..n be happy! before d hectic sem starts..quite soooon
its a short holiday for me but nvm.
enjoy ttp enjoy!
bye be safe..muax muax

ouh ya..mama plak pegi KL lagi t0day..pity her
penat ulang alik...today dia pegi pagi then balik mlm ni jgk
waaah! mcm kl tuh tmpat singgah jak..cool la mama! hehe..
happy mama day! so.
yesterday i cooked bfast fo my mama! hehe
n i sing special songs n dedicate it to her till dia complain
sakit tlinga dgr my voice yg 'sedap' haha..:P
love u mom.love u love u.muax!

fafa-suka-

R.A.S.A

2009-05-04T20:37:00.000+08:00

hari ni..
mlm nie...
sy rasa ..byk emotions..:)

~rasa sgt happy lega..sbb exam dh habis
~ sgt excited sbb esok pegi pangkor! akan haVe fun n J0li Puas2 ok!
~ sedih. sbb..x smua c0h0rt 4 pegi..some 0f my good frens but didnt or are not able to join d trip..hurm..sedeyh..:(
~ sedih sgt! sbb akan tinggalKan maktab..after 4 years study.nangis.ketawa.gaduh.kerja. di mktb..:(
~ homesick sbb rindu rumah sgt..+ jeles! sbb adik sdh ada d lbn wif my beloved mom n cindai my meow
~ risau..sbb..dh lama x pegi trip..berdoa n berharap sgt...kami smua slamat pergi dan baliK..insyaallah..:)
~ penat! sbb...last week push diri utk study.then rush aim.then now kena pack utk pangkor. BALIK dr pangkor..kena pack LAGI utk blk LABUAN! haiissh..plz some0ne back fo me pleeeeeeezeeeee
~rindu. sbb. ada kenangan dulu d pangkor.;p

-esok 4.30 or 5am kami akn naik bas g lumut then ferry plak pegi Pangk0r. insyaallah smua akan ok.. hope x ttinggal brg2 penting huhu..

-doakan pjalanan sy..n kami cohort 4 yeaH! insyaallah ada update afta blk trip ni. perlu la update! heheh.tata.

~suka hati~

the after paRTY~~!!!!!!

2009-05-03T21:42:00.000+08:00

yeHaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!
syukur alhamdulillah...EXAM SUDAH HABIS!
& so does the final sem in maktab..:(
dh settle 4 paper yg peNuh stress..heheh...
for budak sains. chia yok paper esok! u guys can do iittt..:)!!

here are some events yg jadik slama nie..im freakin busy x smpt update blog..hahak..busy tido ok! bukan study...:p

1) buffday adam! anak buah nad..1hb mei..wpun 2hb still ada paper s0ciO..but xkan lpaskan pluang la g jmpa adam..besh! lama x jmpa..n clown2 yg ada situ..swuh plak kami nyanyi 'happy buffday' kuat2..malu! hahah

2)pegi carik2 rmah..cuz july pindah UM plak..after penat mencarik slama nie...dpt jgk rmah yg suits all 5 of us..syukur alhamdullilah...=D insyaallah jun pindah..huh tp sedih nk tinggal kan umah skang..bintang mas the best!!!!!

3)yesterday...habis paper n settle hal rumah..trus rush pegi PWTc sbb nk pegi rehersal Hujan..syukur i got 4 tickets as raingers..thanks abg min! ur the best..
smp2..rehersal dh nk abeh dh..heheh.trus g lepak2..take pics..sembang2..kt blakang...hujan besT! noh best..:) had fun!!!

4) pegi 'blue carpet'..take pics artis2 yg lalu..excited jgk la..jmpa andy estranged yg hot..jac..HUJAN lagi..MUH..etc etc..;) AIM-16 pun amazing...the performances was GREAT! FAIZAL Tahir & R0ssa mmg best.tgamam sikit tgk..:O smua la performance amazing..:)
5) but, the ending of the show......HUJAN & MUH...mmg best la collaboration dorg..n here goes..masa nih la..kami2 raingers g bdiri dpan stage..ala2 gig..n layan musik..byk boys g area dpan..mosh n l0mpat gila2...me n my frens..kilod, eton, jaja n naem bdiri line blakang..if x mmg kena tolak gila2...

6) sgt puas n enjoy dpt layan dorg perform LIVE! gilaa aahh..;p
congrats HUJAN..menang ALBUM rock tbaik n Lagu rock Tbaik..!! g0 hujan go!!..:D
u guys will always have raingers !!

~selasa 5hb..cohort 4 pegi PANGKOR!! yeay!! tho x smua pegi..xpee...yg ada nih enjoy la eyh heheheh...okay..x sabar nk g joli2..then sabtu dpan balik lbn tercintaaa!!! sgt x sabar! wuhuuu...ok la doakan kami pegi dan balik pangkor dgn selamat okay..update u laterrr...!!!

--oh ya.tomok @ syah indrawan meNang laH OIAM3! terbaaaaeeeeeeeeeekkk!!..i like!

aim16

trofi

raingers n Hujan.

happy family..happy buffday adam comel!

nad's cupcakes for adam..:P

ayak!

2009-04-21T12:59:00.000+08:00

kmarin..hari yg tidak indah!
hahah..lunch..jmpa adrian n bwk g celcom center at leisure mall
just to be let down by akak celcom tuh
cian adrian
tukar MAXIS balik kan..? hahaha..:p
he met 2 of my guppies...erma n ryna..n adrian..sori.kami mmg gurau mcm tu
jgn terasa..:) theN had a nice lunch wif adrian n some photo sessions..adrian bangga la tuh ada rmbut baru..U.w.e.e.ek.k.. but yah.kinda nice..but not appropriate utk seorg cikgu ok!
p/s: adrian skrg layan musik n band indie..sgt suprising..:P

then my beautiful afternoon was ruined cuz mom n sis called

askin me to go to UNitar to help sis settle things there..huh! i love helpin my sis..but the unitar la.dh lama but d prob still x settle.dats wat makin me piss off ..regarding her exam..duH! dh la agak jaoh!

so i said buhBye to adrian.he went home n im off to Unitar
i love Putra lrt. so cepat..:)
then at unitar..anger flares froM my sis..n im kinda..scared she will hit someone.hehe cuz she was so mad...and im being the 'sis'..being rationale n try slow talk wif d admin there..bgtau wats d pr0b..dh bincg2..bla bla bla..and after dgr TIPU + PUTAR BELIT org2 yg mmg pndai menipu nih..
xda benda settle pun..so i gave them a piece of my mind..yeah.dont look down on us just bcuz we are gurls..and young...No no..we are Not stupid okay..nk bg korg pijak kepala student..haha..ur wrong..well..we will see..wat happen next yah LOSER..

sis went home n i pun smp rumah nite..g dinner wif nut yg dh lama menghiLanG..kan cikgu nad..:p wat wurse things up is dat my body s.a.k.i.t sgt.kaki lenguh.pinggang n evrything! ntah kenapa..huih..balik tros tido ZzzZZZz...

TODAY..
cuz i slept quite early.td bgn jam 3.30 dgn mata yg FRESH
xtau nk bwaT apa..then i decided to read d love novel erma bg pinjam
n suprisingly i read it until 6.30....i really like d novel. sweet+notty! gosh..\
and at 11 mcm tu..aliff n i..pegi SK SERI CHERAS
sbb kena bg surat nk buat SEP at dat school..at the end of may..
my other groupmates..syah n syima are not here..so aliff n i la yg pegi
SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH laa..the school accept us to do the 'sep' there..dh la skolah tu sgt dkt dgn my house..syukur! :)
and thank u eyh aliff..bawak sy naik moto td..haha..gilee mcm mat rempit..eheks.

now..fafa! plz start revising n study for d exam!! malas sungguh sy ni..haha..ok la
bubye...nK lunch dulu.muah
suka-hati-fafa

'ReadinG' my pasT

2009-04-17T22:04:00.000+08:00

**a very good friday for me.
i have the mood to pack n kemas2 my stuff
divide btwn yg boleh pkai n NOt..s0 ade berbakul2 la baju yg nk throw..;p
heheh..n Im Glad dat my stuff dh kurang..heheh..:)

**but..then..i came across some stuff..
old stuff yg bring back memories
i even jmpa my old diarieS...old pics...as late as in 2004..haha
it makes me realize..actually..we..adrian n me.. had been together for so long.before 'it' ends of cuz..
hurm..i had super happy times wif hIm..:D

so...tadi..i took some time to go thru d old pics n diaries...*sob s0b*
it hurts..yes it still does..but im letting go..

i miss..having him to cling n hang into...
having him as my punching bag when im mad...n he stills pujuk me.
having him to cuddle with
having him as my karate sensei n didnt get scolded cuz he x smpai hati nk marah..:p
having him as my parter in crime
having him by my side.by the beach..watching fireworks with him..chatting for hours cuz we just dont care.
but above all..i miss his love..:( haish...emo lagi today..

**but..deep in my heart..im happy..yg i had these memories with him..
and only i can keep it as mine..:) syukur i know him n still have him as my best fren kan..n this time..no tears come n rollin down...i guess...yah now..im letting go.. my heart is still struggling th0...

**another thing...when i 'read' my past in my diaries.
i had some freakin gud times..wif my frens..family..n late dad xpecially.
aritu.one of my friend asks me...why..its hard for me to talk or discuss bout my late dad..my baba..:(

**well..its..just..personal to me...n it still hurts
sometimes when i talk to mom bout baba...it feels awkward cuz he's not around but we feel his presence.. and then when i realize he's not here anymore
there and then..my heart rsa mcm kena stab hard! yes it hurts..
and..yes i miss him every single sec0nd.hour.day.week.
and i seem strong on d outside..smiling.laughing.cuz thats what i do..
in the family..im the wacky.crazy head full of jokes kinda gurl
n i need to stay dat way..so..others...will not see how weak i am inside.
im weak.yes.if balik rumaH n i saw a pic of baba..
rasa mcm nk trus jatuh terduduk.cuz rindu sgt
but as xpected..i didnt do dat.i walk with my head up n can still smile...
i have to u know..so..whenever i talk bout baba..it makes me realize he's not here.n dat stab on ma heart rasa lagi..n sediH laGi..so that is why.i choose not to talk bout him..or...try to keep it minimum..

**arituh..14th april..was his buffday..and then
i was looking at some old videos...again..i stumbled on a video
of late baba..wishing me happy buffday.. how contrast
it was his buffday dat day..but i open a video..of him wishing me instead..:)
anyway..n0 such things as buffdy lagi kan for late baba..but..
all i can give as present is..my d0a...bacaan yassin..Al-fatihah..
n my sincere thought of him..besides.im still daddy's little girl.:(

okay.im babbling
but its my page.so yeaH.buzz of if u dont like.
suka-HATI-Fafa

study weeK aint that baD indeed..:D

2009-04-16T21:09:00.000+08:00

h0laaa~~ i love my days here in kl!
th0 mom x jadik dtg..[bummer!]
But sis ada sini tmankan i at home..so ok la chill sikit..
before ryna went back to Jb..we went for a late nite muvie.in pavvy..
friday the 13th..so suspen la movie tuh! a nice muvie for me..but my heart almost burst cuz its just mind bl0wing to know what will happen next!! go watch la i suggest..:) besh dpt chill2 ngan them plus nicholas..

tadi..lePak ja d rmah..mlas mo kuar..but ptg
g pasar mlm nearby..
and it gets better!! i saw..this HOT bold guy..which i saw last few weeks..
dia botak-pakai earring- leather gelang- sweet smiLe..
n tadi dia naik moto.wif an ular sawa [medium size] around his neck!!
*DroooL**..oh my gosh!! i was like..speechless...cuz when i saw him tadi
he was looking at me..and smiling..me..? i was smiling of cuz..then he wink before the motor went off..
i melt rite on dat sp0t!! haha
mach0 sgt..aaah..thanks abg botaK for making my trip to pasar mlam worth it!!..:)

waiting for it

ngan nicholas..seram kan nick!..:P

ryna n I...Q-bistro..muka 3 a.m.

budak giLa

esok lusa...xtaU lagi nk bwaT aPa..
huhuu..study la fa!study!
anyway.friends..
study hard..study smart
g00d Luck in ur exams yah..!!

i believe

2009-04-16T03:10:00.000+08:00

~~i liKe...n believe in these quotations.:)
just wanna share it wif u guys..plus its colorfuL..so nice to see..hehehe...

~~u wudnt know..how tough..strong or even weak n fragile u are until dat moment comes..masa ada dugaan yg btul2 hit u on ur face..anywaY..i've been thru enuff...but im sure..there are moreeee challenging things awaits for me..hoping n praying for d best.dats all i can do...wishing u guys d best too..!!...:)

hari Hujan lebaT

2009-04-13T03:42:00.000+08:00

heelllooo...
i had an interesting daY la guys...;p
pagi2 bgn..tgk kartun then tido balik..haha..bessst bangat..
well its a fun thing to do for me cuz slama ni busy cam apa jak..so bila dh x brapa ada keja n Sem dh end, leh lepak2..wow..lega! then main ZUma smp sakit hati n kePala... 

**before lunch i said gudbye to kilod n erma yg msing2 balik kmpg tadi..
during lunch at our fav place where we have the kuasa veto..haha..amber bawah ni jak..
hujaN lebaat gilak..then syima came out wif a crazy idea..

syima: jom main hujan..ala kat tepi2 ni je
fafa: ala..hp nih basah kang...
syima: suruh la mamak tu pgang skejap...hehe
fafa: issh..best jgak ni if dpt main hujaan!!

**then..ryna came out with a crazier idea!

ryna: jom..terjun dlm pool hujan2 nih
fafa: oh my god! ryna! gile ke! tp best!! jom la jom!!

**& guess wat..syima-ryna n me..being the crazy gurls as usual..naik rmah..lalu hujan lbat2.saja la basah2..then ltak hp..turun balik g level 1..trus terjun dlm p00l dlm hujan lebat! wuhuuuu..sgt best!! lama x buat keja gilak2 mcm nih..thank god xda lightning,..just heavy rain!! hehe..puas2 main dlm pool..we proceed pegi playground..ddk and main hujan lagi...lpas tu hujan start reda sikit..kami pun mcm dh nak naik umah dh..but then...HUJan lebaaat lagik..huhuuu..lari lagi pegi pool..terus terjun!! brenang2 skejap..ktawa2..mnari2 dlm pool..then naik..cuz rain pun dh mcm nk stop..hehehe..dh la xdak towel or anythin..so kami budak baik ni naik la tangga smo tgkt 7..cuz xnak lift basah..=)

**i had fun!! nasib baik x demam..;P
erma...nad..kilod..wish u gurls were here tadi..msti fun lagi!!!
haaa...legaa!! dpt mandi2 seju2..berhujan2

**happy holidays to all..n happy belajar jgak eyh for the exam..
good luck evryone..!!
**im waiting for ma mom to come to kl lagik..mama x bg blik lbn cuz she will b coming..but i s00 want to go home..im h0mesick..:( tp xpa..will be able to meet mom jgak..n enjoy2 d sni..



basah gila after berhujan+mandi pooL..;p

take care all..niteY..muaxx