so far. . so good . .

it was so fun being home . . . tho its boring at times and i really wish i will be posting sooooon... but still i love it here ! got my parents around. . :) my cousins that share the same craziness! hehe and alsoo d new skuter...altho i dont have the legal license yet, but setakat naik motor nearby..i can ! it excites me ! hehe and if i need to go somewhere far with d skuter, my cousin dilah is always here. and we will go jalan2 together..:P

and now...cuz my aunts have a small kedai runcit and kedai soto near my house.. i started selling air buah, or kuih pulut mangkuk for this ramadhan.. altho jual sikit2 ja.. but it really makes me happy ! something i do everyday..and looking forward towards it.. and syukur alhamdulillah so far whatever i sell, habis org beli.. heheee...best2!! the profit is not much la. besides im doing this for fun, but the feeling i get when someone buy it and i get to put the thing in a plastic, and hand it over..aaaaahhh..i get aallll excited about it..:P lame huh? hehe who caresss it makes me happy..plus it makes me get off my mind from thinking..negative thoughts..

now.. its almost 2 weeks after my atok pass away. .:(

i miss him dearly, and i can see mom miss him so much too, and hari raya is coming.. it makes it much worse..but now everyone is holding on, being strong. . redha..cuz its fate.. hurmm...insyaAllah my family and i will be going back to tawau for eid, cuz we dont want nenek to feel the lost of atok during raya..and the haappyyy thing is that almost aaalll of my mum's siblings will be in tawau for eid too..:D so its gonna be soo many of us, almost 40. hectic hectic ! but yeah its once a year so im soo looking forward to this..

x lama lagi.we will be leaving bulan ramadhan yg mulia. . hope everyone is doing gooood..puasa jgn x puasa...who knows this will be our last ramadhan.. @_@ huhu

oh yeah ! sis is coming next week! cant wait !! :) miss her sooo much cuz usually she is d crazy one making crazy sick jokes ! hehemissing d guppies and crazy friends back in UM..hah. first ramadhan away from them. first raya without them. usually after d raya holiday we will bring some kuih raya n share it . aaah...miss u guys n gurls s00oo much !!!plus ! its almost 2 months now..being away from my boo..:) i miss him dearly..no doubt about that. . but insyaallah we will meet up soon. rite sayang !! wishing u a bless ramadhan and a happy2 eid with ur family :Dthats all. a lot in my mind, but..later when i have the time i will jot it down here..:p

muax muax much loVe~sukahati-fafa~