i can't imagine

heey...its...the middle of the night
and i'm just feeling a bit shaken tonite
and emo..:P after listening to some sweet songs and
it makes me really think and ponder bout life..my life..
i've been listening to this song...bcuz rynaaaa post it.. hehe
its called 'perfect two'...very very suitable for those sweet2 couples..or to whoever that are in love..:)

i have a lot in my mind and in my heart
just like something keep me from saying it
maybe im in denial..?
or i just dont want to think about it yet?
or what..??
hurmm...

well..i've been with my sayang
about a year and a half now
and i cant deny he makes me so so happy
its worth it. i love u sayang

i dont even plan to meet u

i guess its just fate right? :)

then.. i start to care for u and fall inlove with u

and...till now.. i enjoy and loove every single time im with u

and time goes so fast that
we dont even know
its time to decide
and maybe think about the future
i hope with all my heart we dont have to.
but its reality i guess..
who are we kidding... we are from 2 different world...

all the things we have been thru... all the laughter..the tears we share...

u have a special place in my heart. dont u forget that ok...

i give my aallll to be with u sayang and i know u gave ur all too..
i reallly appreciate it
but deep in my heart
im afraid that..something between us will change
i hope not.i pray nothing will change
because i love u . so so much
i know we have only been together for a short while.well... not 4 .....5 years
but i do love u and u are someone really special for me
really speacial
i even think that..well maybe we are meant to be together ....maybe u are for me
and i know i will try my best to fit to ur world and u fit to my world
i can't imagine life without u
i can't .really..even thinking of it...really hurts..
i hope ..it wont happen....but
if it does happen....
i want u to know... i love u. i love all the things u do just to make me smile
just to make me laugh. just to show me u care and love me
u are a great person
and i know u will have a good future.. :)
well.... i will appreciate the time and the moments we still have together
if its our fate to be together. syukur alhamdulillah
if not. syukur alhamdulillah Allah borrow u to me . it means a lot to me
you mean a lot to me sayang
i dont know how to say it in any other way. but i love u

u said maybe there is someone better for me.

pssstt...maybe not..:P cuz u are .the best i ever had.

u are so true to me.showing ur love and care. :)

u were there when im sad
when i miss my late dad
u said im gonna be okay and u are there to care for me..:) and u did...
when im sick .. u were there offering me aaalll kinds of medicine
but u know what heals me. ur love and ur care :)
we share almost everything..u are part of me
when im down. ur always there with ur crazy jokes.
never fail to make me smile and laugh

even if we fight...sometimes. u will say sorry and we will just forget about it and laugh at it..:)
what more can i ask.
thank u sayang. i love u
and i know and i can feel. ur love to me
i just hope. whatever happens. we will still cherish each other.

no words can describe how happy i am when im with u. thank u for that baby

enjoy ur time with ur family... !! :)

i love u baby... :)
hugs & kisses for u...
muaaaah